huizhen love manchester united!!!

2012-01-16T14:13:00.001+08:00

Wizards.Of.Waverly.Place.S04E24.Wizards.vs.Everything.avi

2011-11-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

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crying again
seems like it has become my daily routine
i may not even cry if that bastard didnt even talk to me
he came to talk to me first still ask me to shut up
talk nonsense to me of course my tone wont be very good right
somemore is talking to be when im already feeling very pissed.
sighs
i dont know why am i crying over such small stuff
but i feel im so useless.
i dont like who i am now
i dont used to be like this..
i no longer understand myself..
nowadays, i just hate going out with others.
cause everytime im away from home,
i feel so tired.
the sadness i have to hide,
the smile that i have to fake
i just dont want to affect anyone's mood.
its so tiring.
this is like 10times worse than the physical tired-ness

2011-11-21T13:36:00.002+08:00

im getting more and more lonely in this cold world.
so exhausted, exhausted to be alive
like a deadman walking around everyday.
'whats life suppose to be like'
i asked myself again and again.
an invisible barrier surrounded me,
yet no one try to break through it.
what a failure am i.
it seems like, even my "closer" friend doesnt care.
doesnt seems to be sad about me getting retain at all
didnt ask me how i am.
and when i didnt wanna go out, she asked me why.
if she've ever stand in my shoes to think,
some questions are needless to ask.
and the "why" isnt really about to see if im alright.
instead, its trying to make me feel guilty for not accompanying.
how i hope that people can understand how i feel,
or at least make an effort to understand.
the pain, the loneliness, is much worse than you can imagine.
perhaps, im really such a failure as a friend that,
even a simple "how are you?" is not worth asking.
ironically, its those who im not close to, appears to be more concern.
my ahs cca friends, EVEN nanyang cca people.
and people that i've never talk in real life before..
you may think that they are not sincere..
but at least they bother to ask, some ask me everyday.
some even initiate to treat me lunch..
idk. i just want someone to care.
is it alot to ask for?

2011-11-17T17:09:00.006+08:00

without love, i would never be able to pull through this

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for the past few months, i've been sad.
i dont really know the reason
or may be i know, just that i dont want to admit it
there were so many things going on in my life
and i, was totally in a mess.
problems and problems accumalated.
yet i just stay at the same spot, not knowing what to do
this year, is just a total bullshit year for me
perhaps its just a challenge from God, testing my faith.
i dont know..
but after i recieved the sms from mr.chow regarding retain thing
i just broke down
he didnt say it directly, but it still hurt as much.
i thought i wouldnt be that sad since i've already expected myself to retain
but you wont know how it feels like
its like a slap that bring you back to reality.
"YOU'RE GOING TO SPEND ANOTHER YEAR IN J1"
just want to die
seriously. i crossed the road with a mind hoping that the car will hit me
when i reached home, i looked at the penknife infront of me
do you know that kind of feeling?
i became afraid of myself.
i cried for more than 5hours..
caue i felt so tired of life. i really dont know what to do next.
i didnt blame God, but i prayed so hard to ask him just take away my life.
there were alot of people who smsed to cheer me up,
but i just ignored most of them
cause i just want myself to be in this world, alone, for awhile.
even now when i go school,
though i'm smiling, but every single moment i was trying so damn hard to hold back my tears.
do you know how it feels like to hang out with people that you'll soon depart
but i cant cry, kept reminding myself that when im in school
and obviously some classmates dont even bother at all.
i've always thought that most of the jc kids are selfish,
and i wont blame them for that.
me being retained has nothing to do with them anyway.
some dont even talk to me anymore. but who gives a shit about those people -.-
they cant judge when they dont know what my life is like and what im going through.
nevertheless, im glad that i've God, AHS friends and some of my nanyang school mates, and lastly, church friends around
they accompanied me though my toughest time
and im really thankful for that.

2011-11-08T17:19:00.002+08:00

nowadays i really dont know what im doing with my life
an aimless life ia a meaningless life.
really dont like to study, no motivation to study.
i dont even know whats the point of studying.
its purely stupid. but its not like i got a choice.
just feel so demoralised when i see my classmates and cca mates getting good results.
esp cca people -.-
i dont know what to say about them.. zzzz-.-"

2011-09-14T00:27:00.002+08:00

nowadays kept feeling very sad.
thinking alot of stuffs.
i dont even know why i suddenly think so such things
in the past i was the on who dont care these
is it really i dont worth anyone to wait for me
who, can be there for more than 3 months?
no one.
i wonder how things changes so fast
really :(
but no matter what, i guess its largely my fault too
for being so cold and unintiative
no matter what, i've got to understand the fact that i dont worth the time and the effort :(

2011-08-13T12:51:00.004+08:00

this year, i thought alot about dying.
actually whats wrong with dying early?
at least i can be out from this scary and cold world.
alot of people disappointed me.
just when i thought that people actually do care about me,
they left from my life
leaving alone to face this shitty world.
and yea, people who constantly talking to me are the people who are really annoying
i dont think they really do care about me,
they're just being busy-body.
this year, there are also many people who think that i bochap everything
but do they really know about me
just because i appear to be that way,
they really think that nothing matters to me
I HAVE FEELINGS TOO.
everytime, i do things alone behind the scene,
helping and put in all my efforts.
and all they think is im a slacker and give up easily -.-
im really tired of life.
all the work, all the emotions.

2011-07-05T17:54:00.004+08:00

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i still can remember the things that you said.
they were indeed, very sweet and very nice to hear.
how many of them have said those stuff before,
yet i chose to believe you
so what? you've changed in such a short while, like any other guy
just look at your damn attitude towards me
if you want to sms me first, then dont give me that kinda shitty reply
as if i was the one wanting to sms you. asshole seriously -.-
and just shut your damn comments if you dont know me very well.
guys, all indifferent.
who can be there for you for at least half a year?
heart changes fast.
im not going to trust any, anymore.

2011-07-05T12:38:00.007+08:00

I AM GOING TO BUY THOSE SHIRTS! so cute!:D

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teeheee:D

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aunty gang!
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1124 class chalet

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so many post exam activities! woohooo!~
hahaha i dont behave like a student huh
my result is damn screwed.
and i shall start studying soon!
THOSE PEOPLE WHO LOOK DOWN AT ME. WATCH OUT
jc is not only about being hardworking.
its about smart + harworking + efficient studying
dunno why some people study liao result still quite bad..
must be pure memorising barh -.-"
though i have none of the 3...
but IM GOING TO START MUGGING SOON
okay i've told myself that many times lerh.
but yea, i dont wanna retain. so im going to push myself!:D

2011-06-17T13:33:00.013+08:00

late birthday cards! nice huh?:D
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AHSRC CHALET 2011 JUNE
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Potluck at cyrus's condo :DDD
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GLOBAL DAY OF PRAYER 2011 (ushers!!!^^)

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hahhahaa this june holiday has been pretty awesome for me
though this time, there isnt much sleepovers or camps,
but definitely, its a break for me from those annoying people
makes my mood better from the normal-grumpy-jc-life.
hahahhaa!
but i guess theres too much playing
havent start studying yet!!! URGH.
im still very used to the last min study style
i see my ny cca people... everyday mug, dont even go out
it makes me damn guiltyyyyyyy:(
im going to start studying SOON!!!!!

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Tags reply!

WENDY :D: hey yo! long time no tag ur blog! ^^
hahaha heyys!
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james: well... sk having fun in poly
damn jealous of the poly people :(

2011-05-23T17:51:00.003+08:00

right now, i hate myself the most.

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God, please give me the strength to walk on, to perserver;
to find the meaning of life again;
to have the reason to live on.
God, comfort me when im down
allow me to love myself a little more
i hope, i wont do any stupid thing again ;(
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the 400th post;

2011-05-19T17:54:00.005+08:00

YUMS ♥♥♥♥♥

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im sick of posting emo stuff but i cant help it
this is the first time i post so many consecutive sad posts...
i wanna be happy in this school,
i did try, very hard.
try to smile and laugh alot
try to hide my sadness and pretend that i dont really care how people treat me
but deep inside it hurts like hell.
friends? or are they even friends?
people will never treat each other like this in ahs..
i know i shouldnt complain cause i need to face the reality that im in a totally different place now and things work differently.
it'll be easier if i change myself to adapt to this surrounding rather than changing the surrounding
but i dont wanna be like them..
people who dont really know the meaning of friends
i dunno why, but i think most of the people here put SELF first
not just the friends, not just the studies but as a whole..
im reallyreally damn tired and sick of this..
where everyday there is a moment that i felt like crying but i have to hold back my tears and comfort myself, telling myself that i shouldnt care.
people think that i bochap about everything..
but isnt that the only way not to get hurt?
DAMN IT. SCREW MYSELF -.-
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tags reply!
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des: LOL. poly isnt as easy u think either
but here is overwhelming!!! and at least you can enjoy yourself much more there :( YOU SHOULD'VE COME TO THIS SCHOOL ALSO!!!

2011-04-29T19:08:00.003+08:00

Depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! again -.-

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i dunno if im sad or angry now
but im reallyreally depressed
the 3 major things in jc :class, cca, academic.
BUT IM ENJOYING NON.
academic... havent pass a single test so far.
just feel damn sianz whenever i get back a test result.
cca.. i mean im fine with robotics..
but IM SO DAMN LONELY.
guys are sticking to themselves, while girls, i just cant blend in with them
they like to study, talk about study. even said that chemical bonding was fun & interesting -.-
how am i suppose to say anything to them.
so everytime i will sit at a corner during cca
lonely ttm.
class is the most depressing one i suppose...
cause its about every sch's say life
dont really have any good friend there.
very different personalities i suppose..
most of them are muggers and damn freaking dicipline and serious about work
urghhh. dont go out too:(
i sort of think that, the jc people are only thinking about themselves..
like dont wanna teach you stuff like that..
so selfish :(
felt so extra to be in this school :((((((((((((((
no sense of belonging -.-
i really miss anglican now! urgh

2011-04-19T20:25:00.005+08:00

yumyum ♥

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feel damn depressed now...
first chem test: 2/10
second chem test: 2/10
third chem test 1/10
WTH!!!!-.-
and its not like alot of people fail leh..
actually only a handful of them..
and at least they got 4/10
some even got 9/10 -.-
FREAKKKKKK :((((((((((((
WHY DONT I HAVE THE CHEM GENES IN MY BODY?!
haiz :(
very long never go out to shop or watch movie lerh.
soul-less life :(
nanyang is quite okay, but somehow i still dont really like it..
i feel that the friends there are more of like 做表面上的工夫..
its like "we're only friends in school" that kind.
and there are hardly anyone willing to spend time to teach me..
this is when i miss my secondary school friends:(
perhaps i shouldnt have go to jc at all..
or maybe i will be happier in mjc...
at least i know alot of the people there..
i still feel pretty lonely in ny :(
sort of like. i dont belong there at all zzz
urgh. im just damn sick of all these studying!
anyway study also fail. totally demoralising zzz-.-
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tags reply!
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STEPH: boo! (: <3
hellos!
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pinxi: HEYYYY:))))
hi!:)))))))

2011-04-01T21:10:00.006+08:00

i realised i got damn alot of neoprints!!!LOL

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today is april fools :D
HAHAHA
but dont really have the feel eh :(
last time in sec school we still change the class tags so that teachers would go to the wrong class
now no such things alreadyyyyyyy! haiz sianz!!!!
anw our gp teacher gave us 5 essays to do
handup by next mondayyyy OMG
how i hope its a april fools joke lah!!!!:[
but my friend brightened up my day.
she fell down in LT4!!! LOL!!!!
our class is full of jokers. including me :D heeee!
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just finished running 2.4 at mj.
FEEL GREAT !^^

2011-03-29T19:43:00.006+08:00

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totally saddened by my cca people :(
dunno what i did to him before
he seems to hate me alot..
always make me feel damn sad one :(((((((((
haiz sianz.
dont even have any mood now...
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in this world,
its really hard to find someone who cares about you
people interfere into your lives,
and the next moment you know, they're gone :(
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Tags reply!
EUNICE: I DON EVEN DARE PUT WHAT SKU I GO TO LOL
EUNICE: OMG UR BLOG STILL HERE!
LOL!!! you always make tp sounds until ddamn bad like that

2011-03-18T18:11:00.004+08:00

LOVE MY LG :DDDD
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went sentosa with LG yesterday

it was nearly canceled due to the rain

BUT THANKS GOD IT DIDNT RAIN IN THE EVENING :DDD

hahhahaha!

heeeeeee felt that my life is back!^^

didnt play alot of stuff but took alot of pictures!

cant stand wilfred and lester man! LOL!

the way they pose for pictures .... XD

anw we really did enjoy ourselves:D

luckily this outing didnt fail, if not i will feel guilty ttm :x

and i havent start my holiday homework yet...

DAMN! -.-

JUST REALISED ABOUT IT TODAY... as always -.-

2011-03-06T12:59:00.003+08:00

♥ 1124 ♥

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:D

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sports carnival yesterday.

awesome!

we're last in dragon boat.

but still, we did enjoy ourselves ^^

accidentally drank abit of the reservoir water also -.- YUCK

anw lost my thumbdrive yesterday

freaking sadddd

it contains all the photos from my previous handphone..

and all the programmes i've done for robotics the past few years -.-

plus pw and etc.

should've put my hp num there. DAMN -.-

at least the person who found it would know who to return to...

THEN MY RACER SPOILT ALSO.

dunno fix how many times already lah. annoying.

pekcek ttm.

stayed in cca until around 930 then went nex to eat -.-

haizzzz saddening

i felt so extra to be in that cca :(

somehow i just feel that we're from a totally different world.

so unwelcome overthere.. zzz

2011-03-01T23:06:00.002+08:00

feeling damn freaking sick now
everyone comments about my eyebag.
i think im like a panda now
haizzz
nowadays like no life like that sia
miss my sec school days
everyday can hangout together after school -.-
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
tired until i keep feeling like puking zzz
sianz. not even one month yet:((((( around 20 more months to go!~
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tag reply!
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des: LOL I SEE UR TAGBOARD I WAN LAUGH!XD
yea lah i change my tagboard dont know how many times already -.- DUNNO WHY ALWAYS KENA THESE KINDA THINGS

2011-02-20T15:08:00.003+08:00

omg i got damn alot of homework -.-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so i shall just post smt short..
dunno whats wrong with my tagboard sia.
damn -.-
anw this post is dedicated to those who SMS and wished me happy b'day last week:D
sms is so much more sincere than those who leave it on facebook luhh!
according to time:
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shayting
yuhern (1200)
christabel
stephaine
desmond ong
tanying
anzell
clarice
jacinth
karkian
yongfang
khairui
eunice tan
anne
wendy
weiling
shawn
vivian seah
k-chuen
joe
jasper choo
huihui
hanqi
kenneth lim
aaron poh
random ppl -.-
donah
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heeee thanks to all!:DDDD

2011-02-13T22:49:00.005+08:00

(:
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AHSRC :DDD
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just had an awesome birthday! hahaha

esp the surprise from belle they all.

i was going into the room to play mahjong then..

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ lalala"

so touched!!!

and halfway singing, i saw the bag i wanted!!! so ex de!!!

partly thanks to leslie desmond weiqi jacinth and fabian also!:DDDD

so happy!

hahaha so this year got 3 chocolate cakes for me!!!

heeeee AWESOME!

2011-02-07T19:58:00.002+08:00

4teeth gone :(((((
its still bleeding now!
more than 24 hours already sia
dunno why i got so much blood
i swallowed 1 cup of blood lerh
totally disgusted-.-
haiz so yea, i can only drink soup now
GREAT.
eat icecream too:DDDD
heeeeee:D
anw, bought a camera just now. YAY!!^^
mum bought it as my birthday present :D

2011-02-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

MONROE 2!!!!
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started school already

wanted to cry on the first day.

cause other than myself, I DONT KNOW ANYONEEEE! damn -.-

yea, while everyone walks in groups!!

loner me -.-

how i hope nyjc is at pasir ris... :(

anw the school is pretty cool lah.

hahahha so it doent really matter now :D

2011-01-24T12:16:00.001+08:00

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went to fly kite with church people on saturday

not a very good experience i suppose

cause the damn kite cant fly!!!! -.-

LOL and the grass there scratched my legs *PAIN!!!!*

wun wear slippers there again! hahahaha

yea then end up everyone played captainsball :D heeee

after that, steamboat in church!

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going movie and bbq later

hope in will be fun(:

so little days left to the start of school!

MUST ENJOY MYSELF NOW

hahahhaaa!

wanna buy a camera

but $300 plus

will take me ages to save the money lah -.-

i shall buy lesser clothes from now on!!!!!!!!!

2011-01-20T15:02:00.005+08:00

love my clique people♥
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has been going out alot lately,

but i think going out with the clique people is still the best ^^ HAHA

guess is the aunty-ness that bonded us tgr

went to sentaosa on monday!

so long never go there lerh -.-"

YEARS.

we bought alot of food there.

and one whole piece of chicken also zzz.

it would be more fun if it didnt rain.

but got alot of hot ang moh guys (:

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im starting to gain weight again.

cause my appetite is growing!! :/

LOL. so i started running yesterday.

had'nt been running for weeks.

my stamina droped like shit!!!!

6 rounds could be tiring enough to kill me! argh!

shall run again later :D

hopefully 10 rounds later and get back to my usualy stamina soon

really need to lose some fats. okay not some, is ALOT -.-

bleahs :/

AND I WANT A CAMERA

slim, nice appearance and good quality!!!!

oops being random -.-

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tags reply!

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Yvonne: If u hate nyjc, u shld do all u can to appeal out, joyous! The things that we didn't do r thosecwe regret the most, not those we did.
hahaha, im alright already. thanks for your concern (: and you are??

Cathy: Life grants nothing to us mortals without hard work.
hmm true. you are?

2011-01-10T18:06:00.002+08:00

disappointment again :(
feeling so sad now.
first,
my l1r5 isnt very good.
i mean, though its better than expected,
but compare to my friends and my school people,
mine is damn lousy :(
our school got 90+ people who get 6 or more A1s leh
and the average l1r5 is like 1o? -.-
when i was looking at those who went on stage or those whose names appear on screen
i feel so sad for myself..
well, i guess thats the punishment for only studying for afew months in the 4 years :(
second,
i cant go in mjc :((((
i've been wanting to go that school for so long alr
then nyjc dont let me appeal out :(
whats the point of keeping someone who dont even like their school :(
im sosososo disappointed,
if only i've work harder earlier,
i wun get 26 for prelim
and i wun even think of dsa-ing!
i dont know what should i do now :((

2011-01-04T12:11:00.002+08:00

:D
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quite busy nowadays.

went for manicure on saturday

cost more than $100. WTH

it will be my first and last time doing there.

gahhhh. put glitters also need $18 -.-

but i look nice anw (:

after that went out with shay, viv, belle and steph

its like the FIRST time of us going out tgr ever since o'lvl ended

and thats the day we took a group pic.

FIRST TIME IN THE 2 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP. lols

but its good to be with your clique in the first day of a year (:

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sunday after church, we went clarice's house for movie marathon!

ordered 8 pizzas.

mannnnnn, cant lose weight le lahh! hahaha

though its supposed to be harry potter marathon,

we only managed to watched 2 disc -.- lol

but we talked alot!:D

love them ♥ :DD

2010-12-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

christmas presents that i recieved on x'mas :D

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ahsrc sec4 '10 (:

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christmas is over

so saddddd

but recieved quite afew presents

though its lesser than last year, but at least still have lah hor

recieved more present from my small group people on sunday.

it was our last small group session leh

we watched movie and had lunch together.

we sang clarice a song and gave her a card

she was touched until she kept crying :DDDD HAHAHA

yesterday went cca farewell chalet

but it doesnt feel like farewell chalet at all lorh

im so disappointed :((((

but yea, it was quite expected to end up like this also lah :(

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IM SO BUSY NOWADAYS

lol -.-

some of my cousins came from myanmar

we are the same age lehhh. cool right

but they uni 3rd year alr -.- their country so fast one

im like a tourguide bringing them around hahaha

haiz. my dear holidayyy~

2010-12-25T16:32:00.004+08:00

merry christmas everyone! :D

rmb to give me presents uh *winks*

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got a new guy laroche wallet. but its white and black :/
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my old wallet. love it alot lorh haiz
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its christmas,

dont really feel happy today

went out with huihui and huijing today

just for a short while

went eat pizza hut for lunch.

but NO OILY FOOD ^^ hahaha

try to find heels again, but didnt manage to find any :(

if not i just go prom bare footed le lah-.-

bought one branded bag for my mum $50 +

this month i got quite alot of money heeee:D

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thanks to all those who wish me merry christmas via sms :D

2010-12-24T01:24:00.004+08:00

future me :(

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im going to be damnnnnnnnn fat soon! argh.

now alreay very fat liao. haiz

fatass huizhen :((

but i really cant stop myself from eating lehhhh

monday i ate 5 slices of pizzas.

tuesday i ate swensens fish and chips.

wednesday i ate kfc 2 piece meal

AHHHHHH!~

i hope i dont have mouth :/

kay from today onwards until mid jan, i wun eat fast food!!!!

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anw yesterday went out with belle and shay to shop for heels

SO HARD TO FIND.

its like either they're to high or too short.

some sizes are weird too!

so in the end, we left empty handed -.-

but i caught up with lot of new scandals and gossips :)

HAHAHA.

today went job interview with shay at raffles.

jobs isnt that bad. promote yeos.

all the holidays including weekends is like $10 an hour.

7.5 hours per day. SHIOK RIGHT.

but the working days is until end jan.

so we rejected it :(

bleahhhs! JOB COME AND FIND ME PLEASEEEEEEE

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tag reply!

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WENDY;D: YOYOYYO! long time no tag ^^

yea everyone never tag de lorh. hahaha

2010-12-21T17:36:00.002+08:00

one of the best hotel in the place :D NICE RIGHT:D
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hahhahaa:D
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came back from taiwan on sunday

ate alot over there leh

gained around 4kg -.-

unbelievable!

will update about the trip next time

NOW IM STAYING AT HOME ALONE

BORED TTM. yea so i continued eating at home also (:

everyone is busy

most of my friends are either dating or working

leaving me so lonelyyyyyyy :(

yesterday went running in the evening

after i closed the house dorr

*OMG I FORGOT TO BRING KEY*

cant believe my stupidity -.-

yea so i ran for around 30 min

which made me out of breate alr -.-

yea so long never run lerh, now run abit also about to die

since no one at home,

i stone in the park for awhile

then went exercise corner there for more there one hour!!!

I WILL NEVER FORGET THE KEY AGAIN

yea then i went back home

i opened the door with slipper!!!!

*smart me* hahahhaa!!!:DDD

im better than the thief! *winks*

2010-12-06T20:42:00.002+08:00

cool hair band :D

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my brown hair not obvious right :D
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did soooooooo much shopping these few days

these 3 days i mean

now really feel very shuang eh ^^

heeheeeeeeeee

i bought 2 dresses 3 tops and 1pair of heels(:

yay me!

im flying to taiwan tmr

I SHALL BUY MORE CLOTHES AGAIN:DDD

yayayay!!! and alot of food too!

shall make myself gain around 3kg there (:

SOMEONE GO EXERCISE WITH ME WHEN I COME BACK ARH

hahaha! byes!

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tags reply!

dereck: hello! (:
hellos! (:

des: something like that =p
you can have everything that you want!

2010-12-04T22:51:00.003+08:00

handsome guys? hahaha. :D
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we waited damn long for this! alot of children are taking pictures too! heee

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this sakura look nicer:D

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burnt my hand while preparing food the other day

it still hurts :( and got something like a bubble there
hope it wun leave any scar behind!!!!:(
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damn it! im eating alot nowdays

and didnt go running already

feel so lazyyyyyyyyyy

i ate 6 slices of pizza yesterday leh

and 3 pieces of chicken

*WOW AT MYSELF*!!

seriously need to lose weight

but i cant stop eating! :[

went out with huihui today

she bought alot of clothes leh HAHAHA

we shall go shopping again tmr

and today we watched the RAPUNZEL

awesome show!!!!!^^

i want watch it again leh!

but wanna watch harry potter first

NO ONE CAN GO WITH MEEEEE

cause everyone watched it already!!! sad zzz

2010-12-02T20:34:00.006+08:00

belle and vivian came my house today
we played monopoly and watched 2 movies:D
so long never see them lerh :(
everyone not free one. haiz
hopefully we can go universal studio or wildwildwet next week:D
lol! so long never go www lerh!!!!
zoo or snow city also not bad
feeling so sianz now.
everyday do nothing
cant even go out cause need take care of my cousin.
anw now i tutoring her
$150 for 4 lessons! HAHAHA:DDD
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tags reply!

des: i just got my new laptop too ^^ Sager NP5135 =p
for gaming one huh

eunice: i just remembered u had a blog LOL
lol!

2010-11-29T20:14:00.003+08:00

bought this new laptop from sitex:DD samsung Q330(:
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threw all my papers away. DID SO MUCH THING THIS YEAR XDDD

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i've dyed my hair:D

its abit brown only so look more natural

and can go jc with this hair also!:D

heeeeeeeeeeee:D

and the other day when going for sitex training,

got one guy followed and asked me if i want be female escort -.-

WTH!!! i totally freak out!

do i look like prostitute?!

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4 days working at sitex was so tiringgggg.

now i dont have voice already mannn!

and earn so little

i dont think i will work under this company anymore lah!

thier offer to the customers so DAMN LOUSY

how are we supposed to sell then!

other stores gave so much better offer

so totally i only sold around 7:(((((

last year one day also can sold 10 plus! haiz -.-

so sadddddd:(((((

2010-11-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

its really sad when you know that the person who you really care about.
no longer cares about you..
when to the person, you are already an unimportant person

when you no longer know who you should talk to when you're feeling down.

when deep inside your heart, you have so many things to say yet no one is there to hear

when tears dun down from your face but no one will bother to cheer you up

when you have to pretend to be strong when you are feeling so weak inside

when you lost the direction of your life

2010-11-15T22:49:00.002+08:00

O level is over and alot of ppl are feeling bored
today i stayed at home for the whole day,
but not that bored luh
read books, newspaper
then watched two movies with myself
hahaaa:D
"social network" and "karate kid"
there's still alot of movied that i've missed during the exam period
i shall catch back all of them!!!!!!!!
:DDDD
still finding jobs.
most of the jobs are at pretty far places. haiz:(
OR ANYONE NEEDS TUTOR OR BABYSITTER?
hahaahahaha give me a call kayyyyyyy:DDD
tmr going for job interview with my dearie who betrayed me
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i hate ppl being late when meeting me.
i mean one or two times is still okay with me.
but everyweek, its a little too much
when im on time, it doesnt mean that i like to wait
the way you make me feel is like i dont mean a single shit to you like that..
everytime late still give the 'aye nvm' attitude.
it really hurts.
maybe im just so unimportant to everyone -.-

2010-11-12T17:57:00.002+08:00

prelim result

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OMGOMGOMG!!!!

O LEVEL IS FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

okayy lah just dont feel any stress anymore.

but dont feel any excitement or happiness also

i need a good sleep though:D

hmm but i hope i wun get results like my prelim result again T.T

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just now went bugis illuma there

so chiooooo and cool inside

okay first time been there.

yea i know i've been living under a rock-.-

but escalator is very scary.

the four storeys one.. i dont like standing at the back..

anw, at first wanted to watch due date one

but st is still underaged so no choice!:D

but irritating lorh.

one month nia. also dont want let us going.

said will fine $5000!!!-.-

yuppps. ate mac and steadboat today

GOSH. think i gained 2kg

hahaha! ate alot of pork sia!!

like eating my relatives like that

i think we ate one whole container of pork..

sat that for 2hr plus, purely eating.

nvm! later run for one hour lah:D
eating makes me feel very shuang!

2010-09-15T14:01:00.003+08:00

nothing can be worse this right
got back all my prelim results
disappointment again and again.
i got to learnt from my mistakes
and hopefully score better during o level
need to cut down my l1r5 by at least half
from today onwards,
no more using of computer
no more going out
no more sms chatting
i need to learn to dicipline
so this shall be my last post before o level is over
leave no regrets behind.
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tags reply!
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weiling: think of you the happiest! hahahah i really miss you aloooot! zhen de!
rubbish!~
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des: Not the imat. The young photo of u! So bloody retarded XD
yours is more retarded lorh!

2010-09-01T18:08:00.003+08:00

formed this using sweets:D

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my primary school got 2 of these!!!
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i cant stop prasing myself at my proness! LOL^^
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yesterday was teachers day celebration.

the events were better than last year one.

but dunno why this year dont have the be yourself day

last year be yourself day was so fun!

our class guy and girls exchanged the uniform

though this was the last year celebrating teachers day,

i think no one in class got give presents to our form and coform teacher leh

LOL!!! -.-

no time to prepare anyway!

went to parkview after the celebration which ended at 10plus

our primary school look so colourful now. ;D

anway only talked a little stuff with my primary school teacher..

now also nothing to talk much

should be the last time going back also

SO BORING

we were killing time there while playing gigantic checkers and chess -.-

anw i made this card for the amath tutor.

HAHAHA very nice rightXD

he also think its very cool so he uploaded it on facebook! heee

in the end got many comments about i. LOL!

having me as student is sch a fortunate thing! *winks*

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I AM GOING TO CHANGE THE DAMN CBOX.

THOSE IRRITATING TAGS!

DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THEY ARE.

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tag reply!

des: This got to be the most epic thing I have ever seen!!!! XD

you mean the imat? i also think soXD

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Eunice: Heeeeee the mat!!! Damn funny la I want one sia

hahaha very cool lorh!!:D

2010-08-25T23:37:00.004+08:00

pictures taken when i was young:D

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i look like the panda now!!! except the cute part!
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hahaha!! i was flipping my photo album the other day

and i realised that i was MUCH MORE talented last time!

not i hao lian hor!

you can see from the pictures!

i learnt ballet(for afew years), choir, handbell, organ, piano..

all got perform before also -.-

i was once in inline skating performance team also

i shall continue.

learnt swimming since pre school.

guzheng in primary school.

AND NOW... zzz T.T

now it seems that im bad in everything

i dont know what i know also lah. :x

somemore that time i learnt so many things also not bad in studies leh

i think its because all my good cells being used up lerh

thats why become like that -.-

hmm nvm.

today is like my last day of prelim

cause only phy1 and chem1 left!!!!XD

watched SALT just now. dont really like the ending..

LOL. after watching, i took very long nap!:D

i sleep alot lorh!

dunno why still got eye bags!

everyone asked me what happen to me -.- :(

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tag reply!

des: haha i gettin iphone 4 when my contract ends at sept ^^

YOU GOT XPERIA ALREADY LEH! you should give me the iphone instead! hahaha cause i think xperia is a much better phone and you should continue using it:D

2010-08-23T14:20:00.004+08:00

scroll down SLOWLY!

2 years ago. iphone:D

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this year. the ipad!!!
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2012!!! THE I BOARD!!!!!!
................................................................2014. THE IMAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL HAHAHA

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getting bigger and bigger! HAHA

the imat is cool huh!!!

is the pastor in my church show us this thing derh

DAMN COOL

the imat can use butt play leh:DDD heeeee

but i dont ask for much.

i just want an iphone4g ^^

2010-08-21T10:54:00.003+08:00

find me. im inside

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yea i think im really a LOSER plus FAILURE ):

every exam upset me.

cause i realised im really damn stupid

but this time is worse

i've put in so much effort, i thought perhaps, i can get a descent result finally

but it seems to be just a BIG FAT FALSE hope afterall.

the problem is not with the prelim paper

its with me

though the papers were really tough,

by right i should be able to do also.

dunno whats wrong with me -.-

through this exam, i realised that i still dunno alot of things

AND THERE IS SO LITTLE TIME LEFT. DAMN IT

only around 2months only. haiz :(

i've got in nanyang through dsa..

thats not exactly where i am heading to

but i dont have much choices :(((

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Tag reply!

Jojo: Hi babeh. Don't be affected by nanometre ahhhahahaa

LOL!!! hahaha i think i will forget it after afew years lah:D

2010-08-14T11:12:00.003+08:00

yesterday was friday the 13th:(

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friday the 13th:(

HORRIBLE DAY!

in the morning i was feeling dizzy and jiao3 ruan3 bu i still went to sch

outside mrt that time i fell down!

it was PAISEH x 100. ARGH

somemore it took me quite awhile to stand again -.-

dunno whats wrong with me

i think is cause i become fat then my legs cant carry my weight..

yupps. and during emath lesson

i was haunted by MAYGHOST.

she made me extremely sad and angry!!!!

cause she asked whats "nanometre"

junwei said its 10^-6 while i said its 10^-9

then mr chan said that im right

and that mayghost became then kp -.-

"WOW! huizhen, you are so SMART". "that is so INGENIOUS of you"

in that freaking sarcastic tone.

ITS REALLY DAMN SARCASTIC AND SHE ROLLED HER EYES SOMEMORE

made me damn sad and angry cause NO ONE had ever talk to me that way before

screw her

she deserve to be slapped

but i just kept quiet there cause i was kinda in shock-.-

i mean where got people talked to someone who help her in this way -.-

also not first time

last time she said "you'll soon reach my standard"

people said that only joking one, her's is serious

WHY CANT PEOPLE BE SMARTER THAN HER?! WTH

she always think she very pro -.- irritating -.-

last time i still think she not bad looking

then all the peoples laughed -.-

now i know ready, its her character and everything which made her uglier

that horrible maysghost hurt me so much yesterday.

i hao3 xin1 tell her and she treat me this way..

kay nvm. shall not talk to her for the rest of my life -.-

sighs :(

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tags reply!

weiling: lol! swensens ah..hmm

its okay dear! im used to you breaking promise lerh :D

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des: ahahaha ur tagboard really super joke XD everytime i come here sure got new visitor one! XD

YEA LAH! damn irritating!!! delete so many still have new derh!!!

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weiling: hahahah yupyup! you look cute on the celebration btw! go out with me soon!

yupps soon!(:

2010-08-10T17:06:00.003+08:00

shihui helped me tie my hair on national day. kinda cool!
............................................ someone bought me this. CAPPUCCINO TRUFFLE IS NICE!
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love this too!:D
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didnt get to study much during this LONG holiday

kinda wasted...
actually i dint know exactaly what i was doing in the past few days also

i just know that it hasnt be a fruitful one..

haiz -.-

went to tuition today morning

made me woke up in 7plus

feeling EXTREMELY SAD

caused i had a terrible dream which kept replaying in my mind just now!
damn it. dreamt of a place outside school somemore

its like having a feeling that someone is leaving me ready

but i dunno who the person is also -.-

yupps. tuition was fine

I PASSED THE TUITION TEST FOR THE FIRST TIME *applause!*

yea cause i took a much longer time to do it. hahhahaa

alot of ppl didnt come today

mr ng said some of the VS guys didnt come because they studied till 5am in the morning so they needed to sleep. FREAKKKKKK~

im already damn proud of myself when i can study until 12am lah -.-

haiz those ppl are the ones pulling up the benchmark lorh! *stress*

next week is prelim..

still not really into that mood yet.

I NEED PEOPLE TO HELP ME IN PHYSICS AND CHEM!!!!

:(( help me :((

and those ANNOYING & UNKNOWN taggers are getting on my nerves!

2010-08-06T15:52:00.003+08:00

bought this shades from cottonon:D

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national day celebration! cool faces ^^

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went to nanyang to try for robotics dsa on wed

sort of surprised to see their school

thought their school will be like those abit ancient style

but its actually kinda nice

look abit like semei ite like that:D
buiding quite chio and new

but the robotics place is like...

i dunno how to call that.. not really like a room

its sort of like an extra area which the school dont want lerh

yesterday though i pon school, didnt study much at home also

in fact, i only read afew pages of oral books T.T

i only can study at late night one zzz

this year national celebration was DAMN boring

every year is getting worse

especially the parade. standard really drop alot

though im not ug member, its an obvious thing to see

somehow the atmosphere is not there also :(

yea so the funnest part about today should be the face painting process..

cause very retarded. hahaha!

in class that time more funny

jasper show off the tatoo on his butt! WTH!!!!

its really butt leh -.-!

at first i thought want to show his boxes again so i look

in the end everyone laughed! hahaha

after that went to ehub to just asia

FORGOT THE NAME

so many ahs students!

more than 20!

yupps i ate alot. 7 scoops of icecream. ouch!

must go and run more later!

one week plus never run lerh! all the fats are being stored in my body now

but i think is going to rain.. haiz

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tag reply!

des: I think it tagboard super retarded!!

yea those irritating taggers. dunno is ad or what!!!!! lemme think of ways to get rid of them

2010-07-28T15:48:00.002+08:00

i will go in there next time:D
....................................................... the person rolling never sing one lorh !
...........................................................chio uh!

.............................................................. this is damn gay -.-!
in the past few years also never put things like this..
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Math tells us three of the saddest love stories: Of parallel lines, who were never meant to meet. Of tangent lines, who were together once then parted forever. And of asymptotes, who could only get closer and closer, but could never be together.
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everyone is mugging now

esp the guys. they are so smart!

everytime in phy class, they ask some very chim ques which i dont understand at all
i guess phy is just not my thing

hmm but i still must do well for it anyway

its already less than 3 months to prelim.

yet im not well prepared yet :(

how? i hope this year o level will be postponed!!!

my chem is improving.

yet not the passing grade yet.

the other day when i took the coomon test,

the ques asks for the product of bromination of ethene

i wrote ethanobromous, thinking that it was the correct answer.. lol-.-

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the word 'love' is so commonly used nowadays to the extent that it no longer has the meaning of what it should have

2010-07-26T15:27:00.002+08:00

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okay i know i look DAMNDAMNDAMN fat in the pic

but dun really care much now

cause i exercise alot! so im healthy fatty!:D

teeheee

yupps last friday i ran 16 rounds in mjc.

each round 400m. not bad uh.

thats not my max stamina yet also:D

next time if got time then run 20 rounds

though i exercise quite alot, i ate alot too!

last week i ate kfc, macs, swensens and pizza hut

argh fattening.

and the pizza hut is i ate 3 slices of pizzas after eating one BIG bowl of noodle :(

im shock at my appetite!

anw, yesterday went to marina bay sands

LOL nothing inside one

all the branded stuff

the cheapest thing they sell is food.

chicken rice also $5!

but i REALLY want to go in to the casino! sianz

my mum say i can go in and find some rich husband! hahaha

good idea uh! :D

2010-07-21T17:51:00.001+08:00

WHO IS THIS! hahahaha!!!XD

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POH! lol! heart shape! cool uh!XD

2010-07-21T17:22:00.002+08:00

RACIAL HARMONY CELBRATION!!

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celebrated racial harmony day today hahaha

our class is the most AA one :D

kay, if never count our class ppl,

our sch only got less than 10 ppl wearing costumes lah!XD

jokers

yupps then we kept making grand entrance to the hall and flagraising

haiz that indian costume make me damnnnnnnn FAT! :(

ARGH! then in the canteen or what-so-ever

everyone keep giving us the WEIRD look

anw, i've to admit that its kinda fun

though i brought the wrong skinnies to school!

brought my mum one instead, so it freaking BIGGGGGG

LOL! hehes.

and the bangles make my whole hand shiny plus itchy!

anw dr boon came to class to talk to us about studies..she taught us some study method

lol.. planning timetable

she said study 2hrs everyday -.-

where got enough lah.. haiz :(

2010-07-12T16:06:00.003+08:00

:D
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..............................................................hokkaido icecream. so ex!!!!
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dunno whats missing on my face-.-
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was damn sick on saturday

puked 2 times.. :(

got one time is damn alot, then i lost some weights(:

but now gain back lerh

at night still get scolded and nagged by my mum

everytime when parents are home, child not doing homework,

they will take it as the child never study for the whole day :(

bad day.

sunday was kinda fun.

got some "auction" thing in church for the sec4

hahaha! our grp got pizza and subway cookies

but everyone share it in the end

pizza was awesome! *thumbsup*

noon time went to library as i need eunice to teach me some stuff

more importantly, wait for friend to pass me hist stuff.

yupps, my friend is soooo nice to me

when he reached ws, told me to KIN to take the book

so i chionged down. then he told me he forgot to bring when i alr reached 2nd floor

kayy nvm. i so kind one ^^

night time went to celebrate huihui's birthday

played billard for awhile

i anyhow play one. the stick so LONG and HEAVY!!! damn.

anw, yst alot of ppl say i look very mature leh! HAHAHA!:DDD

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today was another bad day

someone spoilt my mood in the early morning

at first damn good mood one lorh, cause cloud very nice

but she come say me "your skirt is still too short"

when it is at knees length!

that time my skirt was like the second longest in class leh!! ARGH

its freacking unfair!!!!! she everyday must say me one :(

next time im going to tell her that our school dont sell ankle's length skirt!

aye nvm. pe was FUN! AWESMAZING! hahaha!

after playing captainsball for awhile, we played soccer!!

IT WAS REALLY DAMN FUN!!!!! & funny lol.

SMILES. next time i want to play agn!((((((:

ooo~ failed my eng compre-.-

nowdays compre really damn hard sia.

highest in class was 18/25

i was so dissapointing with myself :(

the way teacher said about me made me even sadder :(

but i will always rmb this line

"today's failure doent mean that tmr i will fail again"

DAMN THOSE PPL WHO LOOK DOWN ON US

IM REALLY WORKING HARD NOW.

ONE DAY I WILL RISE AGAIN LIKE GERMANY :DDDD

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tags reply!
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des: I NEVER ACT YOUNG! I AM YOUNG!!

BUT YOU ARE NOT A KID!

2010-07-09T17:40:00.003+08:00

can see the double rainbows?:D
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windmills:D
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lols wth. paste this on mirror and other places. the sch is wasting paper and stressing me..
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:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2010-07-07T16:00:00.002+08:00

this tube dress is only $10! cheap rightXD
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first time i saw so many birds crowd to an area zzz
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splitzza.. LOOK SO UGLY AND SO DIFF FROM THOSE IN COMERCIAL

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hahaha. busy week. busy slacking.

nowadays really didnt study much leh. sianz -.-

anw, yesterday was a BAD day :(

went to find sihui at tamp as we're going to tuition tgr

yea then she bought a cake there

so i asked her

"you buying this cake for who"

"myself"

"why are you buying it so early?! celebrating it early uh?"

"today is my birthday."

.... zzz... urgh, so paiseh :(((

anw waited so long lah! in the end when i went to tuition, i realised that is exactly the same thing which i went for on monday -.-

damn it, wasted my money and time.

so went to tamp with weiling to shop for cca ppl present

and she lied to me.yups shes no longer my dear!

said she's already in bus when shes still at bus stop!!! :@

yupps and in mrt that time she told me that the phone i lent her cannot on ready :(

kay nvm. i will find another sis soon!!!XD

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desmond okh is damnnnnnn retarded!!!!

act cute plus act cool. AND NOW IS ACT YOUNG

that day i was critisizing on how immature he is and he said

:"PPL STiLL YOUNG LEH. I canteven buy beer leh. N u nvr hear be4 this statement meh. Go ns is wher boys become men! I haven go ns. So im boy XD"

totally diaooooooooooed

not only him, yong fang also starting to act cute lerh.

most ppl around me are like that

im the most mature ^^!:D

gahh and class photo really SUCKS! i see our batch photo

our class is the MOST FORMAL one

exactly the same pose as the previous 3 years!!!:(

damn the photographer!

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thinking alot these day,

actually its not much of your problem

cause theres nothing much to clique us together

perhaps its my fault in the first place

i hate myself for hating other people

and its something that i should change.

isnt it easier to change myself than to change another person

i just need to see thing in the positive way.

everyone has a choice to decide on who to be your friends and your enemies
its so much easier to make friends than to make enemies

i really dont want to have cold war with anyone

perhaps, become friends with everone before we aparts (:

2010-07-01T18:45:00.002+08:00

hehs, im not angry anymore over what happened yesterday.
uh, thats why being a girl isnt very good.
get moodswing -.-
im so guilty about being pissed..
shouldnt even hate ppl at all..
yupps, as a christian, i should love other ppl
kays not trying to be holy -.-
but i think hating people is really smt bad to do.
wish i can be mroe da4 fang1 about everything
see things at a new perspective
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tags reply!
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eunice: hahah that girl. u readmore u will find out even more:x
suresure!!:D

2010-06-30T16:14:00.002+08:00

urgh. sucky day. shouldnt have go school today -.-
REGRET
yea, i rather dont take the class photo at all.
firstly its the problem with taking picture outside GO.
i mean, of course im okay with taking picture outside there
but the point is that EVERY sec4 class is taking there
no creativity. as well take in the hall, can edit background somemore leh!
anw not much of a big deal.
the wrose thing about today is the group photo!!!
i mean, in your last year of school, you would like to take the picture with your clique right
so we've already grped ourself into a grp of 6.
but that si3 ban3 photographer said we must have 6 pics, each grp with 5 ppl.
SCREW HIM LAH! yea it is when the unhappy part came
so freacking gan1 ga4 lah. dunno why is she sticking to us
i mean we already decided grouping ready right and he wanted to split us
of course we dont mind-, but..
hahaha and vivian was telling him "we are alr in a grp of 6 le lah"
the other group was far away -.-
when they came no on wants to chane
so the cameraman counted 12345 then push me and yf to the other side-.-
yea such a fake smile in the photo. i hated myself for doing that.
thinking back, i should just walk off. i would be 100x happier than now for sure
SIANZ! im taking my last year photo with 2 ppl i dun like the most -.-
and the few 2-faces ppl-.-
who keep saying bad things about her yet talk to her like friend are so much worse than her
whats with the pretending to be nice to someone whom you backstabbed?zzz
yea or if you really like her, why dont want to initiate yourself to make the change
not much point talking on what alr happened since it cant change anything
anyway also not really angry with any ppl except that photographer!
WE'RE THE ON PAYING FOR THE YEARBOOKS AND PHOTOS

2010-06-20T15:42:00.005+08:00

i started to think that guys are full of lies

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somehow i just dont really trust what guys said.

most of the time, they just lie.

come to think of it, i dont even think that they take relationship seriously.

okay i mean MOST of them uh -.-

like after breakups or quarells, then can just happily & totally IGNROE

do they even know how girls feel

yea like got one asshole, when i asked him how can he kissed his gf so passionatly at one moment and the next moment just breakup like that

he told me :"now when i think back of the time we kissed, i felt so disgusted"

WTH LAH! I REALLY WANTED TO SLAP HIM SIA

yea many of them can just breakup without any regret while the girls are crying all over and clenched on, hoping that the guys will turn back to them one day-.-

okay anw, i cant stand those kind of girls also.

like the person also dont care ready, why should a girl give a shit about them too.

or is it im abit dao thats why i got tat kind of attitude..zzz

maybe is bcs i was never in that kinda of situation before barh

cause im very gudong. i know -.-!

anw, main point of my post today is WHY GUYS WANT TO HAVE SEX SO MUCH

cant stand it lah. i mean cannot control the hormones one meh?!

esp those ns guys.. of course,they wun bear any consequences

BUT HAVE THEY EVER THOUGHT OF THE GIRLS

if a guy truly love a girl, he wun have ask her for sex before marriage!

*being gudong agn*~

but some girls very stupid also, okay maybe is FASHION or smt

like just now i read one girls blog

she's 17 and she's pregnant

around 4-5 months like that.

problem is, she's happy and proud about it.

didnt she know what her future is like?

though her current bf said "no matter what i will still be with you" and blablabla

but using common sense, she should know that they wun last also lah please.

the child also not from that guy one.

only guys in drama then that nice. future sure pop up some problem one'

if im her i think i will commit suicide.. cause too guilty :(

i really feel so sad for her. *being very kpo hor*

the other blog i saw also, 18 years old married to one ns guy and had one child alr

maybe their life will be more fun and exciting than mine,

but i rather have a normal and peaceful life. time when i dont believe anymore

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OHMAN! i think i should get a bf or smt

cause im not too sure if i am a les. LOL

i think since k2, i never love any guy ready leh

hmm other than rooney perhaps *GOSH* XD

of course when i see hot guys i will melt,

but when i see chio girls my eyes will open bigbig too leh

okay nvm i think im not les hahaha!

so many of them lied to me also, all the sweettalks are crap and i will never fall into their trap
i rather be single than be hurt by them. yes most of the guys are the same
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SK: Haha! I wanted to go for the chalet on 2nd night but was too tired =S

hahaha nvm still got end year!:D anw it wasnt very fun anyway :(

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des: NOISY SONG! and head and shoulder really suck! dat time i use hair got prob also. LOL =p

is you dont know how to appreciate!! yea waste my $$$$$$$$$$$!

2010-06-18T16:00:00.001+08:00

the sushi i brought there is freaking nice! first dish to be finished:D

4B'10 class outing 160610!
FUN(:
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cca chalet. LOOK AT GERALD'S HAND!XD
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teeheeeeeeeee

this week was fun!

wednesday was like the day which i enjoyed the most during the june holiday

its also the only day which i really play hard, relax!:D

woke up at 7 plus to pass my juniors the plastic for water bombs-.-

yupps went there until sianz so came back home to study a little then made sushi!!

hahahha then went to kembangan de condo whr jasper and yuwen live

we tio scolded by the security guard bcs weiann and khairui anyhow write the unit number

AHHH!~ they anyhow write also not our business!!! hate that kind of sg -.-

when we just reached there it was quite boring cause not many ppl.

and my 61 suhis were very nice!!! finished very fast (:

heh, after awhile it got more fun, many ppl were being pulled into the pool!XD

oooo and we took loads of pictures!

i ate alot too, cause never eat breakfast and lunch lol!

my jian3 fei2 failed! :(

anw, im glad that our class came tgr and had fun:D

around 1130 i went to ehub to watch movie the A-team with cca ppl!

IT IS A VERY NICE SHOW. serious!!! even me also like it uh! HAHA

*thumbs up!*

yea then me leehao weiling and kiaqian went dte macs to watch football

south africa v uruguay. DAMN BORING LAH

yea so after half time, the 4 of us went to pasir ris park cause leehao want to shang3 hua1

stupid one. NO FLOWERS AT PASIR RIS PARK LORH. all trees.

after the taking the stroll, we went back to chalet and watch them play majong,

slept at 4 plus, and woke up very early cause was sharing bed with dearie wl who kept snatching blanket away!!! rawr!

yupps overall i enjoyed myself alot.

thanks to 4B and ahsrc (:

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i want an ipod touch!

i want chio camera!

i want loads of clothes!

in short, I WANT ALOT OF MONEYYYYYY!!!!

2010-06-13T22:56:00.003+08:00

hehs, abit crazy these days!:D

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COOL GOLF CLUB:D biggggggggggg
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this is what i do when im bored at home, with the fingers too!
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damn hair, cost more than $60! but this is part of the washing too. cool huh:D

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quite long never update ready

everyday feels quite occupied, not knowing what im busying with also

definitely not studying.

*ARGH* no more mood to study again, should say no more motivation barh

feel so slack!:(

kay went to wash my hair on thursday. long story~

i used heads and shoulders on sunday to wash my hair,

after that my hair become not as smooth as usual,

yupps, by thursday it was terrible! sticky plus hard

hmm, like gel that kinda sticky and hard.

was freaking irritated lah. wash my hair twice each day only seemed to get the situation worse

so on thursday i cant concentrate studying anymore-.-

keep touching my hair, scared that it will become like stone like that..

so went to NK to was my hair.

the person washed more than 3 times also change nothing. hair condition remains

most ppl dunno why like that too. until one quite senior person looking person came

said should be the chemicals in my shampoo too strong for my hair

then suggested me to buy one $31 bucks shampoo from there then they helped me wash.

IT IS JUST A PUNY BOTTLE LAH. but it worked a little anw.

yupps so stayed there to wash my hair for 1hr and 40min. how wonderful-.-

no time for tuition bcs of my hair also. zzz

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friday went to run with eunice, i ran 3 rounds then tired lerh. pathetic -.-

so long never excercise, gaining more and more weights..

the last time i was involved in any sports was in lastlast thurs,

me, yongfang, weihuat, jasper and khairui go tamp stadium play pingpong lol!!!

i also played awhile then tired ready.

anw, went to warren gold and country club just now.

it is so biggggggggggggggg. the field is super nice, diff kind of greens

i want go there drive the cars lorh. okay dunno how to call that. zzz

the one in the picture. LOL!!!!

BUT THE FOOD SUCKS.

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des: hey i see a fag XD

where where?! i cant find your picture anywhere!!XD

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eugenia: HAHA u spelt my name wrongly. TAGGED :)

okayys edited!:DDD psps!

2010-06-05T10:16:00.002+08:00

can find me?!(:

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i think i looked so innocent last time!
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kays being random. hahaha

but i think i k2 that time also taller than some of the sec1 now leh

though im quite short now.. zzz!!!

but i really miss my childhood time when all we have is fun

all the good memories, all the laughters.

and i really miss those friends :(

haiz nvm. life is different now.

STUDY MORE THAN 5 HOURS EVERYDAY

at times, i can study from 10plus in the morning all the way to 12 midnight

of course got breaks and all that between, but its still more than 8 hrs -.-

hardly got time for me to breathe

i find that after all those studying and mugging,

i've become abit anti social and nerdy! *SHIT*

such a lousy holiday for me.

well, i've played for 3 years ready, and i think thats enough lerh.

for now i just have to study hard for another 142 days (:

im seriously damn stress, feeling wear out, cant even sleep at night!!!

but without stress, we can never improve!

so gotta hang on there!!!(:

heh, im such a good motivator

2010-05-27T20:46:00.001+08:00

hahaha. jolin was sitting on this till someone said that maybe the owner of this just pass away:D

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yongfang and me :D
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COLLECTED LOADS OF RUBBISH. AROUND 4 or 5 TIMES OF THIS PIC.
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:DDDDD always together
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went to collect newspaper on tuesday

it was pretty fun.

supposed to start at 8, but our class was the last one to leave

so ended up 9 then leave. ARGH

anw our grp was the first to finish the 2 blocks cause each block only got 2 storeys!

MUAHAHAA. went help others agter that. i know we're nice :D

collected damn alot.

mrs morman also said this is the class which collected most in the years she has taught.

lol. 4B very good and this kind of stuff huh-.-

went to TJC at 6..

at the dance studio there, at first said want to watch them play only,

in the end i alsp play. DONT KNOW WHY.

hahahaha. lost all 3 matches.

higest point i got is 10/12, lowest is 4/11

hate that cchs girl. bully me:( sad that my ball missed her by inches! ;@

anw before i played, i asked the coach :"can you give me lousy player to play"

EVERYONE LAUGHED. then he told me play with mirror. argh

but the coach very funny, said i shake my head 66 times. LOL

until today they still laughed at what i said to the coach, my class ppl spread around what i said somemore :(

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haiz, i really dont know what to do next

freacking scared for my future.

i can think until i cry -.- i think that is bad..

really bad.

everyone told me not to think about it, or not to put too much stress on myself

but its not like i got a ERASE button, to erase what im worried for

i really cant force myself not to think of it.

i cant go into a poly, cause i dont know whta i want..

i dont want get into a lousy jc too..

i dont want end up being not able to get into uni :(

am i asking for much? i just want to get into a uni :(

why dont other ppl understand that..

nowadays really no mood, dont enjoy myself much

sometimes i dont even have the mood to eat -.-

got back midyear result slip today,

they counted 2 launguages instead of chem, so L1R5 was 26 instead of 29

does it make much diff?

haiz :( class ranking was 7. is it even good enough -.-

shitty result, but it really made me want to study harder..

cause im so scareddddddddddddd. I NEED TO STUDY ALOT MORE.

2010-05-22T15:16:00.003+08:00

Life is never boring, but some people choose to be bored;

when your life is dull, colour it yourself.

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wherever i go, facebooks, blogs, twitters,

everyone says life sucks.

yea i guess life is kinda sucky, but we have to find the joy by ourself

everyone has choices,

its just a matter of fact whether you want to do it or not.

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yesterday went to semei after school for CIP.

interesting uh.

give out flyers to the residents to inform them that we'll be there to collect newspaper on next tuesday. LOL

lucky the blocks only have afew units:DDDD

after that went eat KFC with belle eugenia and khairui they all.

damn fattening!!!!~

yupps i guess i gained back 2kg ready -.-!!! sianz

shall go running if i have time later ^^

haiz anw, my l1r5 damn high luh.. 29:(

how:( what if i got that for o level.

everyone said it will drop, but its seems quite impossible to drop around 20 points within 5 months.

haiz, only 156 days left :( NEED TO WORK HARDER!

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pb: your results lousy cause your school's standard is high. so no need to be sad one la. cheers![:

thanks!:D

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weiling: les-les that kinda relationship! lols! thats so aimei! LOL the pic -,-

hahahaha:DDD

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des: ok thats kinda disguting -.-

duh!~ dunno whats wrong with them -.-

des: Hehe tag =)

2010-05-17T17:14:00.001+08:00

feeling so losuy now :(
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i feel so sad now..

i think im so lousy.. haiz

dunno whats my brain for,

dunno what im living for.

i have no goal, no ambition, no idea on what i want

dont even think that i have a future:(

demoralised.

there dont seem to be any difference on whether i studied or not

cause i am still failing very badly..

this time i really got study lorh.. really really did:(

and its like more than 8 hrs a day.

yet from the results, i cant see my hardwork at all.. NOT AT ALL

or maybe there is, from a low f9 to a high f9?:(

first period was amath.

the worst thing to start with in a day

i got 37/100 for paper2. how nice D:

eamath was abit better. but didnt get anywhere near A also. in fact its just borderline..

followed by chinese, paper2 was lousy. passed by a little..

chem is really badddd

i thought i knew more things and would be able to pass this time round,

BUT I FAILED MISERABLY.. sighs

paper 2 was 27/80 wth! nearly cried lah..

im so screwed and useless..

if i got that for o level i can go commit suicide ready

but didnt cry anyway :(

i want to work harder, to achieve better.

but if you're me, and you studied yet getting this kind of results

will you strive on?

its easy to say yes

but its really very demoralising..

i want to give up.. cause im so tired already :(

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its time.

2010-05-16T16:20:00.002+08:00

me and my sis!!!♥♥♥

love her alot! but she love me more. (see how she look at me!)

..................................................................me and eunice:D
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HAD A HAIRCUT! CAN SEE?!
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went out with weiling dearie yesterday! ♥

morning around 10 went to meet sk first. so early sia.

anw, for the first time, WEILING ONLY LATE FOR 3 MIN.

im so touched ;(

hahaha! we went bugis shop first,

then went orchard ion and summerset!

didnt buy alot of things

in fact i only bought one shirt, like couple shirt with weiling! ♥

cause dont have so much time :(

i hope i have alot of money too! I WANT TO BUY MANY THINGS!!!

yupps after that went to T1 to cut hair!!!!!!!

funny!~ weiling was complaining that she always kena famale. LOL

she said all those people anyhow cut one.

GOT ONE AUNTY BEHIND MORE JOKER.

so old ready she still want handsome guy to cut for her.

aww sad that he didnt come. she asked for his name somemore..zzz

how i wish that weiling is from our batch.

though we didnt go out alot, she's closer to me than most of the ppl!

or maybe we're just that kinda sis-sis/les-les relationship barh:D

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today went out with small grp ppl and those guys after church.

went to tampmall. yupps

ate longjohns there! SO FULL!!!

then we went to swensens for icecream!!!!!!

cause church gave us 20bucks voucher

those guys are quite funny. retarded.

but clarice is funnier! she's so sunshine!:D
we ate two earthquake..!

feel so fat now. gotta start my jogging routine soon!(:

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eunice and i have the same concept.

yupps the gu dong us dont like to stead with people who got stead before

AND WE DONT SEE ANYWRONG WITH THAT KIND OF IDEA.

haiz i dont know:(

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a broken rose

2010-05-14T18:50:00.001+08:00

mid year is finally over.
after a studying-marathon for two weeks
im still feeling tired and stress..
dont know why also
im not excited nor very happy,
just "finally its over".
now i wish o level can be gone faster, maybe by that time my mood will then be high
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today chem spa was :(((((((((((
i was trying to firgure out what is metal carbonate,
whether it is in solid or liquid form.
then after that i was trying to figure out what will it be when it decompose.
and obviously i didnt know the answer, so i just randomly write down the methods.
i wrote heat the thing see how long it takes to decompose. fullstop
thinking back, felt damn screwed -.-
those triple science ppl wrote alot of things!!!!x.x
argh forget it, its already over anyway.
went to bugis after my 3 papers were finished.
yea only for awhile cause im damnnnnnnn tired haiz.
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FELT ANGRY AFTER READING THE THINGS IN THE STOMP.
I MEAN THE YOUTHS NOWADAYS REALLY DONT RESPECT THEMSELVES ONE LEH.
kiss and hugs in public are common ready, but POST NAKED PICTURES ON BLOG.
wth! if they dont respect themselves, respect other people also..
CLICK (forces kisses)
CLICK (weird things)
CLICK (carpark)
lol. or am i the very gu dong one.
got ppl say i very gu dong and behind time!!!!x.x
JUST BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO HAVE SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE AND WANT MY STEAD TO BE THE ONE I WANT TO MARRY.
haiz, dont see anything wrong with that lorh:(
or am i the one thinking that way now -.-
well, i dont mind being gu dong, at least im civilised:D

2010-05-12T14:45:00.003+08:00

oooooooopps! im already having the AFTER EXAM MOOD now
LOL. bobian. last few papers are paper1, dont realy have the mood to study for it
but mood was spoilt by one damn -
few days back she was talking about my fringe, and today was my socks.
not like im wearing ankle socks everywhere. its just to the exam hall then back home.
dont see how it will affect our sch reputation..
orh and fringe, it will definitely block my view of the exam papers infront of me
-.-
anw today i clipped up my fringe leh. why never give me blue form for that then!?
i think if teachers see attire not good then immediately give greenform,
shouldnt they give blueform whenver then see neat attire too?
it seems more fair..
our sch is just .. zzz
drboon say we're not allowed to go to toilet duing exam!!!! zzz
its a common sense that students would not want to go toilet as it will cut down the duration of finishing the paper, so if they want go means it quite urgent what..
at times, its really cant be controlled on right..
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anw today physics isnt that hard:D
except the circuit -.- i dont understand. 10 marks leh!! GAHH
but its still so much better than my amath.
AMATH IS LIKE SHIT ESP PAPER 2.
eunice say she could see my TIO STUNNED FACE from her seat <- 0,0
haiz sighs :( amath is sure fail ready
history too. so hard D:
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des is right-.-
hating ppl only makes me more tired
but hatred is not smt which i can control.
like you cant be happy yet feel sad right.
only can APPEAR to be sad.
anw, dont hate anyone anymore:DD
yea after so long. hahaha. ignroe is still the best.
ignore everythingg!

2010-04-26T18:48:00.002+08:00

i'll miss my sis:(

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read my sis blog. feel so touched :(

to huizhen! :

my dear dear sister! come to think of it, we had lots of times together. making you wait for ages in mrt stations, prank calling other seniors, gossiping about everything, painting people's faces when they are asleep, whistling to the people downstairs, tying all the shoelaces together, travelling to aljunied & bugis, study dates but somehow ended up doing something else.., running in the stadium, dinners, movies ( that you dont even remember watching it with me), and so many more!not to mention lots of memorable nights we had! hehs hugging you unknowingly and you waking me up every morning.used to hate robotics alooot, until i knew you. thanks for teaching me so much :DDD every moment with you was fun :DD
farewell will be boomzz kays! dont say __ better than me hor! when you cant even remember her name.. love you alooooooooooooooooooot古董sis! dont forget me

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indeed we shared many memories.

and those will be kept in my heart forever.

i guessed the most memorable things we did were drawing people's face, tying people's shoeleces tgr and going to aljunied and bugis.

remember during those school holidays, we did blogshop buisness tgr,

going to collect the stocks tgr,

and during the previous december holiday, we went to work at courts as gift wrappers and also went to give out flyers at marine parade.

during chalets, we went around drawing people faces while they were asleep

after that, drew ourselves also and blamed others for drawing us..

pranking seniors at times, when after so long, they still didnt know they're pranked:D

tying cca members sholaces together and ran away quickly with aaron shouting behind us.

train our stamina on every friday at bedok stadium.

having dinners togther.

giving you my sourpower while you're puking.

and at times people thought we are sisters!

even i also started to think that we're quite alike

all the memories, will naver be forgotten.

thankyou for those moments, sis!!♥

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okay jiayou!(:

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eunice: wow..tht post. my standing board jump is like 120! omg

LOL! thats like shorter than vivian seah leh. LOL!

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thanks!

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OKAYY!:D

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LOL! o vlv year still like that. *shakes head*

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HAHA yuppps:D

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your rectangle hands!

2010-04-17T17:33:00.002+08:00

AHSRC'10

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had handover yesterday.

somehow i feel very sad also..

though i had always been complaining about my cca,

but it is still somewhere where i have been for my past 3 years plus.

AHSRC had played a big role in my secondary school life.

i've spent so much time on it,

trainings through the nights,

plannings for the admin stuff,

trying to talk to juniors more, and care about them.

remembering the time when i took over, many things happened.

i've cried, have thought of giving up many times, but i've perservered through

it is then i realised, this is just part of a journey in my life.

God didnt give me the best, however he gave what is the best for me.

i leave no regrets behind as i know i have done my best.

and i hope our juniors will strive, bring ahsrc to greater heights.

let us not be perceived as the nerd or slacker club alright.

do not let us done.

goodluck and all the best (:

2010-04-17T16:58:00.003+08:00

well, many things happened this week..

some are good and some of them hurt me D:

i guess sec4 is just another sucky year :(

im not sure on who to trust anymore

i feel that our class is really damn.. -.-

ALOT OF THINGS ARE HAPPENING RIGHT NOW.

yea and i really pity some of my friends..

anw, like what i have mentioned in the previous post,

everyone think that its OUR FAULT that we left her.

so yea we are mean? bad? and whatever cock.

but i have never thought before that other girls in this class have the same feeling as us also..

ITS ONLY TILL TODAY THEN I REALISED THAT THERES ANOTHER STORY GOING ON IN OUR CLASS. AND IT IS WORSE THAN OURS.

yupps, we went out for breakfast after our oral test..

and thats when i heard them all..

seriously, if she dont want to change, theres not much thing that we could do right.

we cant PRETEND to like a person forever.

we've told her, but its up to her whether she want to change or not.

maybe at this moment of time she still dont think she've done anything wrong..

but she gotta know WHY SHE ONLY HAVE SO FEW FRIENDS.

i can even count with fingers -.-

really, too many things had happened and we really cant stand it anymore!

SO NOW YOU GOT A BFF IN CLASS, who is always there for you

BUT YOU SAID YOU WANT J TO BE YOUR BESTFRIEND INSTEAD.

did you not realised how much your BFF has done for you?

or is it you just want someone who is more popular.

and do you really think that E wanna be your friend?

well, if not for someone, E would not have been your friend too.

while E is with you, you said things which made her REALLY SAD AND ANGRY.

so yea. she left you again. -.- serve you right.

i think if i am E, i would hate you forever -.-

i dont know, you used to always complain about many people not liking you.

perhaps its time for you to think about WHY people dont like you.

once, your long-ago goof friend had told you that you're flirt,

you denied, and said that is how you communicate with guys.

well, differentiate between FLIRT and COMMUNICATE

YOU ARE FLIRTING WITHOUT EVEN REALISING,

not knowing that your toning changed while talking to guy uh.?

and, you denied whatever shit you have done to others..

not feeling sorry at all?

i think that you are just trying to lie to yourself.

giving yourself excuses for your own says and actions.

AND WHATS WITH THE ASKING A GUY WHETHER HE LIKES YOU OR NOT ON A VDAY!?!

seriously, its not like you dont have a boyfriend.. ok nvm -.-

you will give youreslf excuse again..

maybe you are just too confident of your looks.

just because you are small cute and charming, everyone who do not know you will side you as they think that you are soooooo innocent and we are the mean bitches.

but that doesnt really matter now.

not like they will be your friend right..

and not like your cute innocent face can grow with you forever..

just imagine 20 years later..

yupps i dont know why you dont seem to like other pretty ppl nor keep asking others if you're pretty.. its really weird-.-

nor do i know why you are always jealous of others.

just bcs there are guys smsing your friends, you got unhappy too.

or maybe you didnt realised also. but everyone knows.

sorry about the long bitching, but i hope you can wake up.

you've dissapointed us, so much.

now thinking back that we were once goodfriends make me feel ashamed also

even the guy who used to like you, dislike you now..

hope you can just change yourself and stop hurting others unknowingly -.-

2010-04-15T12:13:00.003+08:00

AT HOME NOW:DDD
okay not supposed to be happy but its thursday leh!
able to skip thursday school is the best thing!!
cause thursday is such a long and tiring day!!! RAWR.
yea anw, cause still having fever now..
i think i already had fever on tuesday, but i thought i only got flu at that point of time..
so continued to do my napfa and play captains ball
until night time when i got home then realised that i got fever -.-
yst worse.. temp reached 39plus.
today just around 37.7 degrees, but still, dun felt like going school:D
hahahaaaaa!
hope i will get back my voice soon!! cause oral on saturday..
dun want to zao xia there -.-

2010-04-13T17:08:00.003+08:00

whatever! -.-

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DAMN SICK NOW.

well, actually was already feeling sick since yst night

but today just got MUCH WORSE.

i cant even talk properly, if not will zhaoxia, and throat damn pain.

so vivian was acting as my voice today.

whatever i whisper out, she will act as the loud speaker ^^
since im sick, my mood was kinda bad today. CAUSE I CANT TALK.

and yongfang said thats why the class was quiet today :(

anw screwed my shuttlerun. was feeling dizzy while running. aye nvm

okay, but those are not the main reason for being bad mood today.

they're just the add-on

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i think for people who really love/like/care about me, they would always side me

ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY DONT KNOW THE WHOLE STORY.

i mean thats how i feel lah.

HOW CAN ANYONE JUDGE A PERSON BY WHAT THEY'VE HEARD

based on the things which you said yesterday, i think you're the one being mean!

so everyone think that is OUR fault for what is happening now?

is it fair to us?

just because we didnt say or mention anything about it to others, doesnt mean that we are the one at fault right.

there're reasons behind everything which happened.

just beacuse you dont know about it doesnt mean that you can make any ASSUMPTION

after yesterday, i've realised what kind of people you are like.

you can continue thinking that we, including me, are evil mean and bad.

seriously, WHATEVER -.-

whats the point of sorries when things were already being said,

you mean it anyway

2010-04-11T20:23:00.002+08:00

GAG 2010 :D

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:DDDDDDDD
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nothing to type!

i want more tags!

2010-04-06T21:01:00.003+08:00

OKAY MY THIGH HURTS NOW.
it like i run for 20 min also wun cause any pain then just afew jumps hurt like shit!
and i got a feeling that tmr it going to get WORSE~ oops
jumping that time like nothing one lorh
so i just kept trying -.- *regrets*
standing broad jump just SUCKS.
its like..
pull up - 30
situp - 51
standing broad jump 160plus
cant rmb the exact num for it. BUT SERIOUSLY SUCKS LEH
though i havent take any running test yet, but result also around A,
if lousy, then B.
then my SBJ pulled my whole thing down lah!!!!D:
dunno how those guys jump so farrrrr one! RAWR
anw during common test that time very funny!!!!~
jeremy was holding a TRANSPARENT WATER BALLOON into the class.
taking a closer look, IT WAS CONDOM.
LOL!!!! i laughed till stomach pain!!!:D
the water thingy is really damn cute sia!
kinda big! and you can see how the shape like.
they kept squeezing it. kinda oily somehow.
it looks damn stretchable too! okay nvm shall not elaborate!:DDD

2010-04-03T15:32:00.001+08:00

TODAY IS BORING.
and this kind od whether, i want go out run also cannot -.-
anw later got manutd with chelsea matchhhhhhhhhh!~
THOUGH MY ROONEY IS INJURED BUT I STILL HOPW MANUTD WILL WIN :D
jiayou!
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Tags reply!

eunice: who's teletubbies/ haha
POH! you know. the one who DJ looks like :D

weiling: lols youre so emotional!
O.O which part!

des: hist I also tink I fail -.- n yes sec4 life sucks alot. Has been looking forward to weekend recently.
haiz, at least you didnt get any F9D:

2010-04-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

tiring!~
OKAY today is good friday:D
went for GAG! God's Amazing Grace.
yuppps.. but the amazing race isnt as fun as i expected anw..
but nvm. hahahhaa..
it like alot of ppl in my group lorh!
alot of highsing guys! they are really DAMN FUNNY
nice actors too!!!!! LOL!
-.- forget it.
damn sad now. my phone spoilt yst.
its like KEEP AUTO SHUT DOWN AFTER I ON MORE LESS THAN 10 MIN
or it will just hang there -.-
3 repairs in6 months!!!! RAWRS!!!!!!!!
and the other sad thing is that my rooney is injured!!!!!!!!!!~
grrrrr. and the manutd with chelsea match is coming! haiz dunno how leh :(
hope he get well soon!D:

2010-03-30T19:56:00.004+08:00

okay tuesday.
supposed to be a fun day.. but find that today is really tiring -.-
Sk's quote really suits me"A Fact of Life: After Monday and Tuesday, even the calendar says W T F..."
sec4 is sort of like - no life -.-
HIST COMMON TEST . hard.
yea somehow i think the time is not enough also..
andi hope that there can be a clock in our class so that i can keep track of the time -.-
anw. i dunno what the sources in test is talking about also..
didnt expect they would test on things like that..
after that is napha test...
only sit ups and sit and reach :DDDD
so yea didnt waste much of my energy.
rest of pe played tabletennis... GOTTA TRAIN HARD!!!!!
rest of the day was pissed by that teletubies.
irritating. EH I LATE FOR FIRST TIME NIA OKAY. nvm -.-
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tags reply!

eunice: can one la... by midyears every one ;1r56 will gut by at least 5..
no lorhhh! feel very unsafe D:
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mavis: HAHAHA thanks!! XD
lol okay.
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des: is there a need to have your photo in every post -.-"
of course! my rooney want see me. you know, we are in 2 diff countries. at first want post his pic everyday one but someone i think i will get sued -.-
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weiling: sure! ;DD long one!
okayy! waiting~
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weiling: hahahah nice wallet!!
hahahaha of course!^^
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eunice: u finally bought tht wallet ;D
yuppppps:D
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eunice: wat liverpool lose >< hahha
muahahaa!
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mavis: sryy enter two times!!
mavis: yo ppl hahha tag! tag on my blog too! XD
mavis: yo ppl hahha tag! tag on my blog too! XD
okayys
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CAS: HELLO HUIZHEN xD
hellos!

2010-03-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

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okayyy! aiming for L1R5 < 15.
is that possible?! dunno.
but i gotta workhard.
dont want any regret!
this week is going to be funnnnnN!
GOODFRIDAY
not only is the holiday itself good.
but the day itself, for what jesus has done for us (:
AND ANW WANT TO COME FOR GAG?!?! its going to be fun~
lunch is provided too!!!!!
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credits:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTpOuJXZ2us&feature=related

2010-03-24T17:53:00.005+08:00

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. DAMN IT -.-
irritated.
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kay i cant imagine that im so NOT disciplined
nowadays still can go out and walk for hours!
yst also. dunno shop and eat for how many hours ==
WHY TAKE O LEVEL THIS YEAR
okay and we got so many tests... and homeworks!!! *stress!*
like tmr chinese test 20 yan yu and also emath test! and i still got chinese compo and hist sbq to do also...
friday worse. emath 5 chapters! phy 3 topics
i mean if sub topics okay right. if whole thing.. haiz:(
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AHS. LOL!!!!!!:D
founders day is fun.
actually its really boring! but our class keep entertaining ourselves.
then i also keep laughing. in the end we tio scolded by cls... x.x
but after she walked away, we laughed agn ==
mr neo wore until really cuteeeeeeeeee:D
nvm. yst bought one guy laroche wallet. $100 plus.
HEARTPAIN NOW.
so i shall start saving money by going out lesser!:D
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bcs of your unwillingness to change/ignorant of your mistakes,
everything ended.

2010-03-21T19:42:00.003+08:00

had my fringe cut -.- zzz
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okayy. my mum keep saying my fringe very long, said i look like STRAY KID?!

lol yupps. so went to cut my fringe yst.

think the place is called herb the orient

though my fringe isnt very nice, but im superrrrrrr happyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!~

cause the hairdresser is REALLY HOT

okay. not like those ahbeng kind, but rather, those coldcold kind!!!!!

black hair, but he's so coooool! okay i dunno how to describe.

just not like those normal guys who lie to act cool -.-

so i kept staring at him while he's helping me cut OOPS

aye kinda want to let him slowly cut till botak, then i can look at him longer~

okay i sound like pervert! -.-

kayy nvm, a reminder for all of you: never go cut hair with weiling!:D

if not will kena old aunties:DDDDDDDD muahahaa!

and i think friendster got alotttttt of scary guya -.-

kayyys nvm.

later manutd v liverpool at 925pm.

MUST WATCH! WANNA SEE LIVERPOOL LOSE.

then maybe miss fadhzila wun come sch for one week:DDDDD

havent finish her homework yet :(((

okay chinese compo also havent start. heck.

give so many hw how to finish c

~~i know im reallyreally bad and mean and cruel to say those stuff~~

~~but i dont regret doing that, its good for both of us. :(~~

~~im just a person like that, hope you understand.~~

~~I AM JUST COLD HEARTED and i dont deserve anyone!~~

~~i wish theres someone who i can talk to :(((~~

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sweetvintge: Grab ur best deals here! Pls visit!

zzz

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eunice: oooooo huizhennnn hahhaha

ooooooooooo eunice hahaha

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Melvin: serious programmer (Y) . good . added in msn (:

where got serious -.- zzz

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KinShing: Passedby

okays

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Melvin: passedby .

okays

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eunice: haha tht pencilcase. LOL ROONEY=.=

lol!:DDDD

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rooney: i think i myself sucks nowadays:):):)so hz i'm here tagging in ur blog to tell u that I,ROONEY,SUCKS REALLY...SO STOP LIKING ME PLS?:):)HAHA

si yong fang!!!!!!

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des: HAHA HUIZHEN. I LOVE ROONEY FOR THE 1ST TIME. ESP THAT PIC ^^ ANYBODY WANNA SEE =D

walao you all damn mean lorh!!!!

2010-03-18T14:50:00.002+08:00

some super later birthday present;D

thanks to weiling chris yiyang gerlad xinyu andrew & leehao(:
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thanks for fabian! my 4-years classmate:D
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thanks to anzell!

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x3
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funan rgp competition 2010!
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okayyy busybusy! TIRED NOW!!!!!

thurs night went to funan to train, then slept at yiyang house till sunday :(

managed to get into finals but didnt win anything :((((((((((((((((

kinda sad. just abit more. cause the speed of bot is good :(

monday went to help out in the ahs leadership camp 2010.

wooo!~ kind of a boring job for me.

other than the carry ice part!

dunno what happen to nowdays the guys uh!

CANT EVEN WALK TO 85?!?! even i more man luh!

kay forget it. enjoy myself somehow.

makes few more friends too(:

think the food at the camp was nice also

cause usually camp de food wont be that high quality one. esp obs LOL!

busy week huh!:D

have to chiong my hw lerh!!!!!

2010-02-27T18:59:00.006+08:00

THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR THE BD PRESENTS:D

love all of you!!!!♥♥♥

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thanks for the watch:D
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thanks to wenmindear for the bear and the keychain:D
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THANKS TO DESMOND FOR GIVING ME MY HUSBAND'S SHIRT!♥♥♥
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thanks to my exdear jacinthGRACE for this tigger!♥
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thanks to suhui for these:DDDD
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thanks to stephdear, vividear and belle dingdong for the wallet:D
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THANKS TO EUNICE TAN FOR THE BRACELET. love the card♥
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thanks to huihui for this!:DDDDDDDDD
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thanks to huiwen:DDDDDDDD
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thanks to sihui for this bracelet!

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THANKS TO YF FOR THE MANUTD THINGS!♥
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OKAYYY! this year very late to post these pictures

reason: MOST OF THE PPL GAVE ME LATE PRESENTS

there're still ppl who say next time then give -.-!!!!!

thats why dun really like birthday falling on new years corner

BUT AT LEAST, they should be richer after newyear rightXD

and i hope next year there wun be anyone buying me softtoy lerh.

I LOVE THEM really! every girl do right.

but no where to keep!!!x.x

like last year de mushroom would be dumbed onto the floor whenever i sleep

*guilty* and the small mushroom has been in the cupboard for on year..

but dont have the heart to throw it away cause its so cuteeeeeee!

aye nvm, when i move in to rooney's house then there be plenty of space for me to put them:D

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uh i think im just getting more and more dao in smses.

OOPS!

LOL not really giving a damn anyway:D

have to cut down -.-

last month 4500+...zzz

should just use prepaidcard right

then can sms lesser and more time on studying:D

yupps. next time i will just let my child use prepaid

LOLXD

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to friends:
things are just getting complicated..
i dont know why we are like this now and i really hope that we will be get back to how we're like last year. i miss those times :(
seeing the lonely backview of her i feel damn sad
she hasnt done anything to me, has she?
i dont know.... but now in sch i no longer want to talk much ready...
i think all of us de character are just too diff.
its only fate that bought us tgr.
and i hope that we'll be in peace throughout the year.
though our friendship may not last forever, but i hope at least this year would be a memorable one for ALL of us(:

I MISS 2K!!!!!

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THE END

i think im just taking you for granted..

but i cant... cause you're too nice to me zzz

2010-02-25T19:32:00.002+08:00

before new year. LOL
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:D
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kay not in a good mood now

cause sony said they need one month to repair my phone

WTH!!!! so i have to use my spare phone for one month leh -.-!!!!!

just kind of think that sony's service is getting lousier nowadays ==

no wonder being take over by iphone la ==

i want a ipodtouch!!!!!!!!!!

to play games hahahha!

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tags reply!

eunice: YAY! SRY HUIZHEN HAHA

wl! this kinda friend!!!!!

des: LOL all dun like rooney one XD

cause you all are jealous that he's so cute! nvm la. your're going to be botak soon too!XD

eunice>leslie: omg finally someone who tinks rooney is ugly too ;D

eeyerrrrr:((((( nei zai mei!

leslie: dun be flame by paparazzi
leslie: such gd taste. wish her gd luck
leslie: HUI ZHEN IS GOING TO MARRY ROONEY, VOTED E UGLIEST MAN ON EARTH SOON!!!

ARGH! he's not that ugly lorh! i think he;s super cute!

eunice: I LOOK LIKE A GUY D:

LOL:D

jACK: OEI NVR PUT ME DHR tt

you never wish.

huihui: wa how many bf u got now ar? LOL

one! rooney is husband not bfXD

Marc: hahaha hello:) happy happy birthday! :O

thanks!

eunice: LOL RMB THE CRAZY PIC! HAHA

yuppppps:DDDD

2010-02-12T19:40:00.004+08:00

edited.

thanks for all the vday gifts:D

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he's hot right! my new boyfriend:D
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oops not purposely cut the other two person's head one :/
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all dead by evening la -.- wth
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cool huh:D
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today post shall be short and sweet uh

thanks to all who wish me happy birthday!

i shall just list out those who wished me via sms la -.-

by timing:D (not very accurate alsox.x)

kiaqian

anzell

karkian (1200)

desmond(1200)

marc

yongfang

weiling

shawn

eunice

wenmin

yuhern

suhui

fabian

wendy

jane

jasper loong

leon superman

jialin

cassandra

jacqueline

eugenia

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those who called, wish me on spot or facebook or wdv

cant remember got who uh. SORRY!

yupps nothing much today too

chinese new yr celebration

went watched valentines day DAMN NICE

superrrrr funnnnyyyyyy

after that went arcade and take neoprints. lol

very normal hor. sian diao

but still happy anw:DDDDD

2010-02-08T18:47:00.002+08:00

eunice ♥♥♥!!!

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chio right!^^
....................................................steph made them! funny!

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okay today seems to be a bad day huh.

table talk... maybe i shouldnt have post it.

i dunno. i just hope the misunderstandings could be solved between them

i know it would never go back to how it was like before

but reallyreally wish that at least can get along well again.. D:

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being sec4 now its like damn no life..

i cant really study as much as those triple sci ppl too

get distracted easily.. but i have to chiong this year.

cant get L1R5 > 20 anymore.

find it damn pathetic now -.- haiz :((

thought i never used comp anymore, but i didnt study much also -.-

how that a doctor could donate his brain to me when he died :DDDD

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birthday coming..

not really looking forward to it.

cause its on the same day as our school cny celebration!!!! :@

dont thing my friends borther also..

with the tension nowdays..

its may just worsen it or troubled them more x.x

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Tags replyy!:D

belle: walao, my pics forever unglam one hor.

where got unglam! XD

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eunice: life is sad D:

yea D:

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Anzell: HARLO! tag! :-p :)

hellos! lol

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liangkai: hello haha tagged.

hellos hahas.

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wenmin: hzzzzzzzzhzzzzzzzhzzzzzzz
wenmin: helllllllo!

wmmmmmmmmmwmmmmmm

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mavis: lol u act robot very cute mahs! :):)

NOT CUTE AT ALL!!! so embarassing D:

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eunice: OMG WHY.IS.BELLES.FACE.THR!! LOL

put there for fun one :D

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belle: what lah, 4B cannot get A1 meh? mai kpkb hor!

its okay la. he didnt do very well either! HAHAHA

2010-02-02T12:28:00.000+08:00

life sucks as usual -.-
and still kinda sadddddd D:

2010-01-21T14:36:00.002+08:00

chio hor!
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....................................................................scolded bcs of the floor wth -.- everyclass is like this isnt it
.....................................................belle is on the tv :D

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longlong nevery use comp!

thought im using it now... dun really have anything to use also

nowadays alot of things are happening.

feel very sick of life ready -.-

kay shall blog about tuesday first

THE MOST PAISEH DAY IN MY ENTIRE SEC SCH LIFE

thanks to robotics.

yupps i need to act like a robot and go up the stage

so hands and legs were covered by aluminiumfoil..

with a box which looked like robot head on my head

leehao never wait for me.

walked down strait after he finished talking..

then i have no one to follow..

while finiding the way down the stage, i hit the mic D:

somemore its on D:

after that everyone started calling me robot liao D:

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yesterday was another funny day

dunno how come the sch became so strict about our attire..

checked our bra colour also..

and obviously someone is so blind that she could not differentiate between coloured and white

and my fringe was clipped up!!! of course afew will drop down as they're too short.

but the teacher dun care-.-

like that i as well use gel! -.-

whenever mrs morhan or heok talk to our class about hair, i sure kena mentioned one

damnnnnnnnn. hair too soft marh :/

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kay nothing to blog about.

short day yet so boring zzz!

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tags reply!

eunice: heyyy(:

heyyyy(:

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mavis: i rock. yay!
mavis: tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag
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tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag

-.-!

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eunice: yo
yoyoyo!
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wenmin: HELLLLLLLLLLLLLO HUIZHEN! you try comment in my lj again kayzzzz. muacks

okay! hahas

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eunice: lol lol chill YAY gg out tmr with u hahah

once after so longgggg

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mavis: tagtagtagtagtagtagtagtagtagtagtagtag
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lololololololol.

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steph: visit my blogshop:D
okay.

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huiwen: I just came back from China and bought you something !!!!!!

thanks!

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Zhekai: lol hai pai tian xin is nice man but ko3anguo now dam boring le

after o level then watch la. hahaha

belle: what lah, 4B cannot get A1 meh? mai kpkb hor!
Jack: ERrr Lols im not sayin u im juz sayin HZ dunnid sooo rude de tqs

Marc: Jack is noob. That's why 4B also cannot get A1. Not saying i'm any better at chinese though LOL.

wenmin: AND WHAT LAH JACK. 4B CANNOT GET A1 ISIT.

jACK: ... YOu A1... 4B de... Cnot ba LOL!

*not for me to reply*

2010-01-08T08:36:00.003+08:00

in school comp lab now -.-
lol! so long never post anything hor!:D
yea. cause very busy studying and chionging all the holiday homework D;
feel very stressed about sec 4 life now
every teacher is reminding us of the olevel..
and we are getting our chinese result next monday i guess
hope i get A1 thought i know thats quite impossible.. x.x
shall end my post here!

2009-12-29T15:35:00.000+08:00

bought this slogan tee at bugis yst. cool huh:D
.......................................................rooney came to visit me with his cup yst!♥
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last day at work:D
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qiukui and me!
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:D
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swan award! muahahaha!
..................................................................me and weiling like the back view of the guy behind the balloons!

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im blogging again! after so long... -.-

last week everyday busy! busy going out and etcs

oh and busy buying the presents.. sianz! alot of money GONE!

now work finish liao then i started spending like shit. OOPS

it seems that there're alot of things for me to buy huh.

kay nvm i shall update about my work first.

EASY EARN MONEY!

seriously damn slack.

me and weiling keep watching one guy's the backview.

very nice! make us wanna hug him man!!!

lol. so when he told me to help him wrap present, i super happy!

weiling was jealous cause she was at the kidscorner that time XD

funny~

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yesterday we went out tgr.

weiling late for 2hrs. slap her!

we went to tamp to cut hair first.

now my hair kinda short :(

after that went to aljunied collect things

SUPER SIANZ!!!! RAINING. so have to take cab even for short distance!x.x

afterthat went to cityhall to pass up the working shift and to shopping liao^^

bugis agn. we went to eat kfc first. and got this guy super ASSHOLE.

we sat there first, then he and another girl came sit beside us cause no other space lerh.

he still want complain!

"why do they F***ing design this table" and alot of F word -.-

like very xian2 qi4 me and weiling like that -.-

then chage place immediately when theres other space -.-

WTH MAN! we didnt even say anything when they came sit beside us.

after that went bugis street -.-

while im chaging, got these ppl pushing.

felt like scolding them that time but they are so much older than us so i just stare at them -.-

irritating auntiessssss !

kay i want buy alot more clothes!!!!♥♥♥

and i want black with pink de GUY LAROCHE WALLET!!!!

so damn chioooo!

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kay. im super irritated by alot of the smses nowadays.

im here to say that

I SHALL NOT REPLY FACES SMS ANYMORE -.-

find it stupid to reply -.-

and ppl who send me msg like: lol, no, ok, yea, and etcs

DUN ASK ME WHY I NEVER REPLY YOU.

isnt it obvious?! theres nothing to reply.

and to ppl who want sms me, and still keep cold reply or giving me things like --> -.-

JUST STOP IT CANT YOU. want talk to me still want keep giving me that face

next time my reply shall just be vulgarities

and ppl who keep spamming me with smses. fuck off please.

i dun want reply means dun want reply. think of the reasons yourselves

2009-12-21T14:36:00.000+08:00

courts there can take free photo and print for free also!:D

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this guy de face looks super cool so we went to take pic with him! hahaha
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okays! im posting agn!

DAMN ALL OF YOU WHO CAME HERE WITHOUT TAGGING! irritating -.-

holiday is ending soon. SIANZ

this year holiday like so fast like that huh.

met few new friends too:D

has been working for the past 2 days at courts megastore! BOOMZ

i didnt even plan for this job actually.

if the person came find me go there work one ^^

wrap presents de job. super easyyyyyy!

one day wrap less than 20 items! like that also can earn $6 per hour. cool huh

first day very funny! starting me and weiling noobnoob one.

anyhow wrap, so in de end customers help us -.-

but after awhile we became ALOT better.

even the workers there ask me if i specially went for any wrapping classes to learn.

MY WRAPPING SKILL SO GOOD HOR!!!! muahahaha

but its really boringgggg over there.

we and weiling keep watching one retard guy dancing and playing with wheelchair.

hahahah! he and his friends

damn joker one!XD

second day is around the same, but i was asked to go to the kids corner there to work for awhile.

so scary! got two kids argued (A & B)

B scratched A's face until quite badly, got abit blood somemore-.-

so the staff called both their parents.

A's parents super angry. esp the father. he scolded B like siao

"you think you big size can bully is it?! where did you come from? india?!@&^"

then when B's mother came, the A's father continue scolding

then he said he want claim medical fees from her, he got her num and a copy of IC

when leaving, A's mother told B's mother "your child is violent in nature, see! scrathed my son until so serious. next time dont bring him to this kind of public places!"

i just tio stun at aside -.-

but gift wrapping de place also very scary cause me and weiling shift jobs

i sitting alone there then got one guy suddenly put his hp infront of me.

arsenal wall paper. DAMN -.-

nvm! the workers there all quite nice. one one person came sit beside and talk to me

he said his brother was an ex anglicanese also.

i like what he said!!!!!

"now anglican is very different from the past. LAST TIME ALL NERDS!"

hahaha then i said "actually now also have lah:D"

kay done. SUCH AN EASY JOB RIGHT. so much easier than sitex!

somemore we can have free hotdog buns!!!!

since me and wl giving out the coupons then could keep some for ourselves too!:D

we ate 5 hotdog buns each in 2 days!!!!!!:DD PRO UH!

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Tags reply!

eunice: very long nv seee u le DD;

ya lorh! you never ask me out!!!!D:

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weiling: heyyo! thanks eh! today you so kind!

*everyday is kind*

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eunice: haha noob! xD

?O.O?

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mavis: lol ur fingernail very short meh??my one shorter XD XD

lol! but i think is short

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eunice: lol i updating th pics on FB, now no time. ahhaha th trip nth much la.quite normal MISS YOU9(:

miss you too!

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Zhi Lin: Ur fingernail so long won't get caught mehz o_O

huh get caught by who

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mavis: ZHONG JI SAN GUO ROCKS ROCKS ROCKS!!!!!

yes super nice! i love xiu!<3

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belle: OI WHAT DINGDONG

dingdong BELLE :D

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eunice: why keep puking?? GET WELL SOONNN((:

thanks!!

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des: im not sadist -.-"

you are -.-"

2009-12-15T15:27:00.002+08:00

i cut my fingernails today!!!!:((( now very short lerh:(
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the party! everyone wear so nice!!!
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vivian and belle! hahahaha
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TCC! very niceeee! next time someone treat me that agn kay!
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shall update my blog again!:D

saturday went to airport o send my cousin!

yupps after lunch still got a long period before their departure

so we went to TCC. super high class uh!! LOVE IT! ♥

sunday very busy!~

morning went for tuition till 1200. sianz.

after that i went to meet belle vivian and steph to do proj.

stupid one.

we went to arcade and toilet to take videos!

HAHAHA look retarded!!! who tell sch giv us this kinda project -.-

waste our time also -.-

but thats the only i've done! other hw i all cannot find!!!! damn -.-

at night me and my cousins and her friends went to ship/cruise/boat

dunno how to call that thing! LOL

yupps had christmas party there

its like the second floor got a hall with tables and stage.

yupps. then at the beginning they want we all like hold on to a guy's hand

stupid.

all the ppl there are 20plus derh.

so i decided to sit beside and skip the whole thing:D

lucky i did that. cause after that you are supposed to dance with your partner

i look damn "....." there.

like when there're ppl who asked me if i wanna dance.

some are girls. so i just sit there and act young so that i dunnid to dance -.-

irritaing. so paiseh.

but another thing make me more paiseh.

like when the thing ending, they take pictures and blablabla.

then two guys suddenly stand beside me

infront got one camera.

i thought they want they pic so i quickly siam

then one of the guy walk away while the ppl around laugh

super paiseh can -.-

didnt heard they want take pic with me -.-

next time wun go this kinda thing agn unless got my friends there zzz

2009-12-11T22:10:00.003+08:00

the stupid saddist -.- he like to see prawns jump alive on the thingy

.....................................................shayting fan very fast rightXD cant even see her hands
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the other two scary people! they break their heads firstx.x
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hahaha alot of prawns rightXD
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OHMY! my nails longer that 2cm!!!!
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kayys hows my day today???

SUCKS!

i studied until 1+, after that feel damn sick -.-

so i was lying around. wanting to puke.

after puking, didnt feel any better.

vomited 3 times..

the 3rd time was like 10 min after my lunch? EWW

everything was out.

so my stomach was empty until just now,cause i dun dare to eat -.-

whats the point of eating when you know that you would vomit right.

anw, feel lots better after my nap!!XD

belle's calling woke me up...zzz
hahaha yupps.

went out with DINGDONG, shayting, ziqin, desmond and kaifeng .

go prawning uhh. didnt know pasirris there got prawning pond.

but dun really advice you guys to go there. its kinda small compared to yishun one..

the prawns were small too.

the 6 of us went there, but caught less than 5 prawns in 1 hour.

damn noob. i one whole hour never hook anything.

actually got hook alot lorh, but when i bring it up halfway then it always drop.

NO SKILLXD the kids there did so much better than us

the other time the best, i already brought up the prawn to the floor.

des helped me unhook the prawn, then it jumped back into the pond ==

uhh so yea. not much of prawning there since me and belle was trying to untangle our strings for 15 minutes. looks like idiots...

OOOO! and the other highlight for today was the WORM!!!

DAMN DISGUSTING. it was LONGGGG AND ALIVE!!! *gosh*

after cutting a parts of it. it still can curl around and move -.-

even 1 cm left, also can move! SCARY!

but i didnt touch it anw, des the only one there touching it -.-

dunno why dun scared of worm but scared of cat uh -.-

after that the boss topup 15+ prawns for us to BBQ:DDD

the process is quite disgusting so i shall not elaborate. COOK ALIVE ==

then i went home when they wanted to go bowling

cause felt like vomiting again. irritating..

hope i get well soon!:DDDD

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Jack: IM ur worst nitemare! lols! kidding... eee even u say ko 3anguo is nice... yucks!

ITS NICE LARH! dun believe go watch lorhXD

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eunice: hello im back and i bought u a basket frm aus! hahahhahhahahhaa!

basket????O.O! what about chocolates?!?!<3

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Zhi Lin: hope tt ur nightmare doesn't come true!

yuppps hahahaha.

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des: noob now den watch zhong ji san guo. i watch until the latest episode alr =D

LOL dun haolian! i'll catch up with you soon!!!

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Marc: boomz

BOOMZ

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huiwen: nice blog!

tyty!

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youknowwho: bored at home ah? go out with me la :):)

i dunno who you are :):) -.-

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eunice: wahh 4oopius..quite alot leh hahah(:

hmm quite. but i want more jobs! so bored during holiday! i no cca one!

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Marc: Hello

hellos

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CAS: HUI ZHEN ZHEN ZHEN ZHEN ZHEN

caseyyyyy! miss me not:D

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eunice: hey! sry cant go support u le DD: JY (:

its okayy! i know you are too busy dating with xxx (: jkjkXD

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Marc: Rojak.

rojak your head. its delicious chocolates by the great chef - huizhen

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Zhi Lin: *it
Zhi Lin: hey, chocolate lks cool n beautiful XD is itb edible and delicious?

DUH! anything by me is niceeee

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mavis: haha the one u on scooter de

where got. very normal whatXD

2009-12-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

kay -.-
abit pissed now.. why am i such a irritating evil ugly bitch -.-
WITH MYSELF.
yesterday had nightmare AGAIN
dreamt that everyone dun want to talk to me..
SO SCARY!
but my own fault.. that i feel lonely at times
now i also think that i sms ppl very cold.
cold like shit.
if someone talk to me like that i sure hate her.
yea.. dunno leh..
everytime i complained that ppl sms me very cold..
now i also did the same thing..
and i guess its so much worse than other ppl.. felt like slapping myself
and im just giving myself excuses that those msg are too hard for me to reply..
alot of ppl must be pissed with me now D:
kay nvm. now im going to promise myself that the next time ppl ask me out im going to agree
and when ppl try to be nice to me, i have to be nice back -.-
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lol went to aljunied today with weiling.
but before that we went to eat the spciy chicken in kfc
NOT EVEN HOT LUH -.-
but after that weiling vomit...o.o!
anw, while on the escalator up at bedok..
got 2 guys behind us..
the the right one pointed at me and ask the left one
"this one arh"
"yea"
left one talk to me "excuse me!"
i turned back then he pointed to the right one and told me that he called me
i cannot hear what they say so i tunred back. PISSED ME OFF-.-
kay nvm zzz. today late for tuition agn
somemore i only bought my hp and wallet cause no time go home take stuffs.
OOPS! lol. how i wish theres someone who CONSTANTLY cares about me and talk to me REGULARLY
and zhong ji san guo is nice!!!!!:D i often feel that im alone..:((

2009-12-04T12:51:00.002+08:00

steph playing with the display cup outside:D
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kay im bored -.-

NOTHING TO DO AT HOME.

other that using comp to watch drama i think

hahahs. 海派甜心 was very niceee! very funnyXD

but got ppl watch until very sad.. zzz

kay for me i think its funny!

other that watching drama nothing much to do..

lost all my hw. *faints*

yst went out with weiqi, zhekai, shenghui, leslie, fabian and steph to celebrate zk birthday i guess

totally forget about his birthday. OOPS

we watched new moon! dun really like it.

dunno why got ppl getting crazy over edward.. SO UGLY

i prefer jacob lorh -.- at least he's muscular and cute right.

and fabian is jealous of his muscles!!!! his leg muscles also not as big as jacob's hands one. LOL

but no matter how cute he is, i still dun like vampire show. find it very crap.

new moon the ending was DIAOED! ==

if not for czk b'day, wun even bother watching that show -.-

after that went to the cafe cartel for lunch.

baked rice there SUCKS. the cream so disgusting.

but i finished it very fast cause i was damn hungry -.-

nowadays keep getting hungry..

there must be a worm inside my stomach!!

kayyy. dear firends. ask me out!! *hint to eunice agn:D*

2009-11-30T16:50:00.000+08:00

last day they threw all the acer flyers on the floor then slide. hahaha

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okay this is a super cool touchscreen comp. we keep playing with it:D
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she taking picture for advertisment!
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got see this before?! very nice!
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cycling around -.-
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keep playing mahjong at chalet.. irritating!!!!
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weiling and me!

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jane and me!
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jackass de ezlink! funny! jane and me!
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bollywood dance! they damn jokers! hahahah

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kayy! busy last week.

first was the cca chalet..

pissed me off. non of the juniors listen to me

not even bonded. some playing psp. others cards.

like that have chalet for what right.

then the other ass. totally ignore.

cant believe that with such a post he can hang out with the sec4 while he's supposed to be with us. organising the games.

pissed me off until i wanna go back home strait away.

damn irresponsible. nvm. i cooled down after awhile -.-

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kay the job was funnnnn!

but it was super tiring.

eveyrday you have to stand over there for more than 10 hours.

when i went home, i totally cannot stand at all..

legs super pain.. wenmin got blisters..

but at sitex we keep playing with the touchscreen comp.

its DAMN COOL. i want one too!

then we everyfew min will take pictures or vedios using its webcam.

louis and his friend dance the "nobodynobody but you song" and record it using that.

GAY SHIT! jokers one. :DDD

so sad that i cant use phone take.. got reflectionD:

yupps. other than the playing part. i have to talk alot to the customers.

some of them you talked for more than 10 mintutes then their reply is "i'll look around frist"

standard one. waste my time talking..

last day was the busiest one.

i sold more than 20 sets!!!!! *gosh*

so pro right.

actually only sold around 12 by myself. then got one guy gave me 8 of what he sold..:D

the rest also other ppl gave me one! hahahahhaha!

they are super nice!!!!

this time they gave me a 4gb thumbdrive for what i sold:D teeheee!

next holiday i want promote again!:D

yupps. through this thing i really learn alot. and think got earn more than$400 barh:D

2009-11-24T09:55:00.003+08:00

super big laptop hor! actually its pasted on wall one but looks real!!!
....................................................wenmin and me! <3 align="center"> .................................................................... this is the shirt we all bought on friday :D next time we 4 take pic then i post:D
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the bag i bought! <3
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kay going for chalet later.

and im still blogging now -.-

later still have to research on acer products..

SO MANY TO RMB!!!!!

yesterday went for the training. quite fun!

got alot of pro ppl. but got young ppl like me too.

went there with wenmin, her bf, and 3 of her bf's friends..

well, the workshop was short. only one hour plus..

but have to squize so much info into my head!

after the workshop went to jurong point for dinner with them..

abit akward, especially when the guys intro themselves -.-!

anw, i only rmb two of their name.. "oops!"
hahaha. by the time i came back quite late lerh

stupid boonlay.. located so far from pasir ris! 58 minutes ride -.-!

but we played taidi in the train! the guys jokers one lorh.

i was so scared the our face will be stomped!!!!

kay yea. anw i will be working at expo hall5 from thurs to sunday for courts!

so do come and support me by buying laptops from me!!!!:D

hahas. yupps. keep my blog alive please! =

2009-11-23T12:26:00.003+08:00

LOOKS NICE RIGHT?! I MAKE ONE LEH!:D
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XD
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kay i was makeing marshmallow chocolate the other dayy! yummmy!!!~

yesterday went to church

eunice made me waited there for 1hr plus -.- *PISSED*

the only person who always made me wait..

kay nvm..

later going for sitex promoter training. quite cool!

but at jurong east!!!>.<

then dun think this week will post.

tmr-thurs got cca chalet.. but dun think im going on thurs.. see first.

thurs to sunday need to work at expo!

do come to support me kayyy!

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feeling pissed about cca chalet.

im like planning the games and etcs at home.

making myself so busy while no one bothers about it. esp him!

dun even bother asking me what to bring.

then i was buying the the chalet games stuff alone..

not to say that i mind buying the things which i think is needed

but i think at least he should show some responsibility by asking.

but no, he dun even bother thinking just lax at home.

i've already come out with most of them games and stuff. what did he do?!

and every junior is asking me whr and when to meet.

NO ONE BOTHERS ASKING HIM I GUESS. -.-!

damn it. infront of others, always act as if everything is alright while we all are trying to cover the things for him.

since i hate those suckup ppl so i dun mind if my seniors/teachers hate me or what

i dun like saying sweet things and talk nice to guys.

so its natural for me to end up quarelling or scolding. if they dun like then be it.

they can continue loving him!~

its okayyy! just afew more months to go:D

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Tags reply!!

WENDY;D: wheee~! vp is leaving! but p is leaving tgt with us next yr

so sad! i want both of them to leave!!!! X(

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eunice: u buy bag alr DD:

eunice: EEE tht pic damn old alr..why put tht pic for wat? LOL not buying bag tgt alr ? DD:

you always very busy one what. everytime cca...D:

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mavis: ahaha u look weird!!!

which one???o.o

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eunice: got ask u out but u cnt D:

one day niaaa!!!

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eunice: YOU HAVE WII??! GAH NV TELL ME LOL

never ask me before. LOL!

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des: so damn disgusting!
des: THAT 1 TIME IS ENUFF LA -.-"

very fun what. and its nice to give other ppl hope! hahas:D

2009-11-20T21:36:00.003+08:00

hahaha! ochard road the lights very nice right?! I LOVE CHRISTMAS!

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ION'S TOILETS SUPER NICEEEEE. AWW DAMN IT! love it!
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kay! we looked stupid in the toilet taking photos! BUT NVM:DDD
the CHIOest toilet i've ever seen. it like 10 times nicer than tamp mall that one!

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LOOK AT THE MIRRORS IN THE TOILET. DAMN COOL TOO! can spin!

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omg! i fotgot my blogs birthday is... AFEW DAYS AGO.! SHIT!

but i dun think my blog will mind if i which HER a "happybirthday" 8 days later right

kayyys HAPPY 2 YEARS DEAR! ♥

for these 2 years, i rants my anger, happiness, sadness here.

though to some ppl, heres just a place to entertain themselves, or even gossips.

but for me, i treat this blog as one of my BESTFRIEND!

LOL crap.

today got cca..

late for around.. 10 minutes?

hahas. still better than leehao who was late for 20-30 min? -.-"!

anw, only went there for awhile..

then me chris weiling jane yiyang andrew and shixian went for lunch at kfc..

yiyang damn disgusting.

should have taken a video of him also..

yuppps. then me weiling jane and andrew went to far east to shop!

we were lost in ion for a super long time

not knowing which way to go.

and we looked super noob in ION cause we were WEARING SCH UNI. *argh!*

so we shopped in fareast for 3-4 hours? now legs very sour!!!

and i bought a new bag! very chio! next time post pic.

then me, weiling and jane bought same shirts! damn cute!XD

only andrew very poor thing, following us around.

helped me carry bag somemore...zzz THANKYOU!!!!!:D

hahahaa. tired day. going sleep now! hope wun dream!

2009-11-19T15:54:00.002+08:00

alot of ppl say my smses are very dao and cold :((

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OKAY! i cant find any model taking pic while using hp.

so i shall used eunice photo XD

awww eunice, you see i always think of you ♥

kay yea. MY SMSES WHERE GOT DAO AND COLD.

or maybe is just that i didnt realise until some ppl started telling me this year?

but i think i sound damn FREINDLY & HOT in sms lorh.. zzz

then weiling said its my "hahaha" & ":D" makes my sms dao-er.. D:

haiz. no chioce. COOL ppl can only sms cold smsXD

kay nvm i weird.

these few days keep having WEIRD DREAMS

2 nights continuoiusly dream that im china de 古人

i was wearing the 古装 playing soccer. while trying to get the ball which was flying away.

then saw des, jacinth and alot of 3A 3B ppl in bathtubs, NAKED -.-

then today i dreamt that im china 古人, trying to shot the birds down from the sky, and im super good at it...

WHAT KINDA DREAMS ARE THOSE?! *gosh* nvm

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the day before yesterday, went to whitesand to discuss the chalet thing with chris.

uh. actually 2 people do also can finish. zzz

anw this year chalet games quite fun..

then after that went to do the proposal. think im damn pro man!

you ask that male doggy do, see what can he come out with. *blank papers*

sianz. this friday still got cca. dunno do what also -.- nvm

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went to huihui house to STUDY yesterday.

but in the end never studyXD

we watched my girlfriend is an agent. SO CUTE & FUNNY!

korean movies are getting better!

then we look through alot of ppl de facebook and blogs to gossip.XD

she also show me the dresses she bought in fareast.. SO CHIO!

actually wanna go there shop with my jnr today lorh.

THEN THAT GIRL PANGSEH MEH.

made me wake up so early!!!!!

waited for so many hours at home! *breaks my heart*!

but we're going there tmrXD

cant wait to buy a new bag! ♥

2009-11-16T18:56:00.004+08:00

playing wii bowling:D

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scooter!:D hahaha!
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yesterday was so funnnnn!
in the morning had breakfast with eunice in mac.
saw fangning. she changed alot...
makeup very thick and got a malay boyfriend..
then for church, we played captains ball with other small groups.
at first sian sian one, but after awhile it got more fun!
guys there are quite nice & super friendly.
got one keep passing the ball to me then i keep missing it -.-
very paiseh. esp when he keep saying "it okay! good job"
but got one ball i aim & score until very nice!XD
kay, other ppl can rmb my name and i cant rmb theirs... *bad memory*
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today was BORING.
bored till i did afew hours of math. aww
yea then used comp for awhile
then went watch 2012 with retardiot. (retard +idiot)XD
the show very DIAOED -.-"
tyco tyco survived one..
but got afew parts very funny! esp the one with the middle finger
unexpected. hahas. cute hor.
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okayy.. WHATEVER. u dun have to gimme that kind reply. u think u're handsome or smt? NO u arent. i sms u so nice and u reply me that way
this is just the begining of the boring days -.- when that girl dunwant talk to u, then u come talk to me.
damn it. dunno what to do with so much free time.. who do u think i am?! dun even treat me as friend.
ASK ME OUT PLEASE!!!!! you should know that she will nvr like you, yet u think u're so charming -.-
*hint to euniceXD* and when theres a girl in your class who like u so much you treat her so mean
hahahahhahhaha! felt like helping her to slap your face. so what if u're sec4. BIG DEAL

2009-11-14T19:02:00.002+08:00

LOL today went to give out flyers with weiling.
she wake me up at 9. then i thought she was talking to me in her dream cause she sounded sleppy -.- HAHAHA
so we started giving out flyers at 11...
such a DRAMA! I LOVE EUROPEANS!!! talking about guys
they're so damn cute!
hahahaa. got one man came to me and take
"lemme see whachu got over here"
(then i gave. its chinese tuition de flyer -.-)
"OH! i dont know how to read!"
(so he gave back to me)
and got many cute examples!
but got one old man shoken me
he fell on the escalator... got blood somemore! DAMN SCARY!
hahhaha. then while we were giving flyers. we saw two ITE guys coming to brige to give also
at first they were giving at the middle of the bridge..
then they came to our place.. say they want qiang sheng yi -.-
but after awhile they walked away.. -.-
then weiling was like "why they talk to you you never reply??"
"huh they got talk to me meh?!"
"ya, they said hello! then they see you nvr reply so walk away"
LOL i really never hear leh! my ear got problem one ==
so ppl called me long2 xia1 caused im blind + deaf!:D
yupps earned $30. not badXD we no longer have any topics in common.. every reply is short..
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Jack: wa Sooo bad! Im not Going ITE LOL! Too badd ==" Im goin JC (Hopefully) LOLs! Brainless =="
stop dreaming! hahaha
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des: shut up huizhen. u are idiot =D
i shut up?! you talk more leh! retard=D
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eunice: lol which doofus spamming sia
desmond the retard! hahaha:D
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huiwen: nice blog!:)
thanks!
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desmond ong kang huiiiiiiiiiii! i only used your name once to give comment then you spam me so manyyy!!!!!:(
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wenmin: wa i damn unglam. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
wenmin: HELLO HELLO HELLO!!!!
hellohellohello! hahahaa. whr got unglam! mei3 tui3 leh!:D
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eunice: paper2 i almost cnt finish DD:
eunice: I KNOW HOW TO ROLLERBLADE!! LOL HAHAH IM BOASTING !! XDDDD
LOLOLOL! then that day you dun want go with usD:

2009-11-13T17:58:00.002+08:00

desmond and jacinth the two retards taking pic with lee li qun.

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khairui and leeliqun :D
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YAY! school finally over lerh :D

*jealous of sec4s* o lvl ended so fast -.-

then they can play for afew months..

not like that jack who claimed that he will start studying for A lvl..

joker. ITE also dun provide A lvl for him.

anw, alps is CRAP.

our class attendance is ard 20 ppl everyday

more than 10 ppl never come.

so teacher didnt really teach -.-

nov so sianz! so little ppl ask me out.

those who asked is always the same ppl... zzz

anw, yst went out with weiling :D

we got alot of things to talk about!!!! HAHAHA

while in the train got two ITE guys keep looking at us.

kay thats not impt. we're supposed to alight at aljunied, then we talked until we forget to alight!

SUPER PAISEH. i was trying to get out, but too late liao..

then the ite guys continue staring THEN LAUGHED. WTH!==

but since im a nice person, i never scold them for laughing at the future GREATEST ARTIST

went out until 7++, discussed about cca chalet thing with her:D

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today last day lee li qun teaching us :((((((( DAMN SAD

we wrote her smt. how sweet we are!<3

then we take pic we her too! next time i post:D
yarh she bring us to library to play comp.

HATE ZIQIN. screw him larh. he go set my pic as wall paper of the comp -.-

wait until i helped him edit his picture..==

then got one retardest person in the world who came to spam my blog!

HAHAHA. so honoured. :DDDDDD

i shall go and scare you when i meet you in your dream! XD

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EVEN YOU ALSO DUN BOTHER THEN WHY SHOULD I

you dont even bother to contact and comfirm with us.

so you need to go out with friends, we dont need?!

thought you put cca before friends?!

even if i put my friends first, at least i still do my job well!

so what with the one putting cca first?

too much excuses. yst also suddenly cancelled.

that one i dont mind, but what about today?

dun even bother asking us today?

actually you didnt really change your attitude.. just that you've always been pretending.